Life Changing Event Upcoming. Loosing My Mind Wanting To Cvt But My Family Is With Me 😭. I Honestly

going out today. car crash??? 👀👀

Nervous rn (not without good fucking reason) digging my nails into my thighs but obvs my nails aren't big or sharp enough for their to be blood. When will this torture ENDD

Why do people react so strongly toward cutting? To me it's an equivalent of smoking or drinking so it's just another coping mechanism. It's not that serious. Chill the hell out

Confession: I go to sleep fantasizing about someone on top of me choking me to death. And it's the most intimate romantic thing 😊 and then I die.

hello void! this is Ini! finally making a side blog to vent n stuff. (the two people following me on my main did not sign up for my breakdowns.) let's hope this is as cathartic as i'm imagining.

every single conversation with my family makes me wanna kms

Rn my mom talked about the future, for like, 3 minutes, and i nearly said, what future? while imagining increasingly violent ways to die.

what is a birthday without one of these, really???

i cvt my thigh in the shower, after i really long time of not doing it, and it felt sooo good. literally just one small tiny one and it still burns now even after an hour or so. and i was like, ok i have to get a side blog now.

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Sorry i just wanna be miserable and bitter for a second.

I mean, what fucking friends.

Tomorrow we find out if I'm actually gonna kms

I simultaneously want tomorrow to happen but I also don't. Please just let me die in an accident or something.