Nervous rn (not without good fucking reason) digging my nails into my thighs but obvs my nails aren't big or sharp enough for their to be blood. When will this torture ENDD
keep going
hearing your parents talk about future plans, knowing you probably wonβt be here anymore
Just saw a fucking amazing video essay about, wanting to die vs. Wanting to have never been born. There is some overlap but it's different
Tomorrow we find out if I'm actually gonna kms
I simultaneously want tomorrow to happen but I also don't. Please just let me die in an accident or something.
hello void! this is Ini! finally making a side blog to vent n stuff. (the two people following me on my main did not sign up for my breakdowns.) let's hope this is as cathartic as i'm imagining.
They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time
When will I have the BALLS to actually do something instead of cvting stupidily
to quote one of my fav characters, 'a shit life beats no life'
side sh blog, she/her, 18+, I'm Inirat and this is my main blog, - very fandomy.
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