I Simultaneously Want Tomorrow To Happen But I Also Don't. Please Just Let Me Die In An Accident Or Something.

to quote one of my fav characters, 'a shit life beats no life'

every single conversation with my family makes me wanna kms

Rn my mom talked about the future, for like, 3 minutes, and i nearly said, what future? while imagining increasingly violent ways to die.

what is a birthday without one of these, really???

hearing your parents talk about future plans, knowing you probably won’t be here anymore

They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

Anybody ever wear short-shorts to see their thighs after cutting cause they look so pretty 😍

Like I wore short-shorts today to look at them just because. even though my sis could've so easily found out at any time but whewwwww I'm slick

Pretty sure she like, has an idea, but who cares (ok fine i care a lil bit, she saw one, but this happened a long time ago and maybe she's forgotten?)

TW: $ELF H4RM, $H

$FX

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I present to the world's tiniest cvt AND the world's shallowest cvt.

hello void! this is Ini! finally making a side blog to vent n stuff. (the two people following me on my main did not sign up for my breakdowns.) let's hope this is as cathartic as i'm imagining.

Tomorrow we find out if I'm actually gonna kms

Confession: I go to sleep fantasizing about someone on top of me choking me to death. And it's the most intimate romantic thing 😊 and then I die.

Life changing event upcoming. Loosing my mind wanting to cvt but my family is with me 😭. I honestly don't deserve them. Why didn't she abort me