Wow , I needed to read this as I could never put this into words as perfect as this person but is spot on & worded so perfectly x
Am I responsible for the damage in me Am I responsible for the damage in you Am I responsible for all of the things I couldn’t see Am I responsible for all of the missed things …when you couldn’t be When you couldn’t be I couldn’t rise from my own I needed you Just like you needed me Doomed to everything in between Doomed by the things we couldn’t see Doomed by the things we let be
I hate, me.
- {GK VIV}
A brain is a weapon , mass destruction , out of any league of your imagination .
You think fire burns ever had your head like it’s going explode, a build up of pressure , you can’t control , the motherfucker just squeezes even harder.
Till you can’t take it no more .
That’s a war .
A war on the inside only you can defeat.
A war with yourself.
No one else can see .
Now if these thoughts automatically went what would that brain have left to wonder.
Is this the issue why we all at war with each other .
our brains are on a constant over drive.
Fighting with our own imagination .
Why does our brain work this way .
Try so hard to turn the fucker off but hey ho it just feels a empty hole .
What’s the point the ability .
If only we can feel the pain .
It is self destruction and every single one of us do it.
But why ?!
Why do we cause ourselfs so much hurt, crying , pain .
Why can’t we allow ourselfs to live in harmony.
Something crazy going on
I’m sure we weren’t created for our brains to self destruct from the inside out.
That’s what we are doing !
Scary crazy shit happening up here , only god must stare .
Self destruct on every brain.
Hell no !
Its not the norm .
I’m sure
but how to defeat it
Is a whole other board game .
@trueemotions91
Billy bong billy bang,
I just want a snack,
To calm my attack.
Things got me having a panic Snack ,
For better ,for worse,
My chocolate habit won’t
Stop it
Love it
Twist it
Grab it
Shove it in and shut it.
Like a trap , with a snap
Waiting for it’s next lick,
I just can’t kick it,
With such delight
Cant help but bite it,
The melting stuff,
Gets twisted in my tongue ,
Dribble it
Lick it
Swallow it .
Now I’ve done it again
Fucking chocolate habit .
@trueemotions91
A woman I see ,
More powerful then me ,
Because she holds the key
To the happiness in me ,
She can blow me a Gale,
Or create me a storm ,
She is my dearest ,
Who protects me in the wildest storm,
When I’m mad, she makes the world frown,
Oh believe me she can tip up even your crown ,
When I’m happy she sends me a sky full of clowns,
In the prettiest colours,
Who sing me a beautiful song
To make me feel proud,
When I’m cold ,
She holds me ever so close
warms me up with her gentle rays ,
When I’m hot , she don’t stop,
When I’m mad,
She blows the angles my way,
To whisper
It’ll be better another day.
@trueemotions91
Don’t lose yourself like me
Just sat staring at the tress
Admiring the beauty
Beyond your own little lies
Believing all you see .
Don’t let the pretty things in life
Fool you
Remember a face is a blessing in a disguise
And the fool will always turn out to be you
If you truly loose your soul .
@trueemotions91
You see
I see the scars
It’s a talent for me,
To find you at your weakest
And bring you up from your knees,
It’s scary but Please accept the journey.
I can’t make you choose
I promise I’ll show you the other shoes,
Just give me one minute
It’s all I need
I’ll show you the light
On the other side .
I want to see you smile,
I will enlighten your soul,
I promise I’ll keep Your heart undercover
Not like any other.
I won’t leave until
Your complete
I’ll take the pain
And turn it into rain
I’ll take the anger
And turn it into thunder
I’ll empty your brain
And make it my burden
Because I can carry that
If I know your out of danger.
@trueemotions91
Sunset
at home
I thanked her
For my pain ,
For the pile of emotions
She left Upon my floor,
I still thanked her
For making me feel so raw,
Because she taught me
True life law,
I still thank her to this day
For all the heartache .
She taught me to self love
from The core,
You see ,
There is always a tale,
When they think
Thier have done the deed
And watch you crumbled to
Your knees,
But what she didn’t expect to see,
Was me to come back ,
Roaring an all ,
While she
Is still
Trying to find her
True Fairy tale,
When she allowed me
To find my soul
A long time ago.
@trueemotions91
If one thing I taught you
Stick it to this tune
Life ain’t fair
We all know the apple ain’t square
So when everyone is glaring
Just remember your daring
They imagantion
To the next level
As thier have never
Seen
Such a amazing
Thing
Which is you.
So don’t be shy
Don’t feel intimated
Their are all just scared
Coz thier ain’t seen
Truth, in the human form
Which spills so flultently from the tongue
As beautifully as you .
@trueemotions91
My mind is my haven
Yet I have no where to hide
Crazy thoughts
Constantly running in my mind
Wired feelings
I’ve never felt
Makes me wanna shout .
Feeling of something
Deep within me
Trying it’s best to reach out
With all my might
I struggle to keep it locked in
I’m fuckin petrified
If I declined
What would this thing do to my insides
It creeps in my throat
I promise you not
I feel it real tight
Makes me want to choke .
To keep it down
Is a strength I hold
Coz this fucker really wants to take hold
But I’m scared how my future will unfold .
@trueemotions91