All I Need Is Air

I was lost

In a plot

Of my own fucked up emotions

No one to help me

No one ever understood

I was called a crazy bitch

Forced in a ditch

To dig myself out of

While the soil crumbled under each finger tip

Still they called me a crazy bitch

Coz I was fighting this shit

All just watched and laughed

Like a bunch of crazed clowns

To my head shut them out

I cried and screamed

Believe me I fucking did

My eyes have never cried

As the tears ain’t my sin

It’s just the opening

Of this tin I’m trapped in

The cuts were a release

Each time I dug my nails deep in

Was a understanding of the place I was laying

Each fall

I pulled harder

No matter how much they call me a crazy bitch

I am getting out of this ditch

They forced me in .

@trueemotions91

Fuckin crazy in this house of mine

Kids always fighting

Mothers always screaming

A war against 9

Yet love in the air

Open my eyes

To a war game

Trying push them

In there own direction

Forced eyes wide open

Mouths are all gawping

My brains fucking screwing

While next doors knocking

To a crazy noise

Of just heartache

But in the end it’s going be

Allright

Coz it’s where I call home

Its where my flowers grow

From the floor to the ceiling

I’m crawling

While the kids are scribbling

I’m kneeling

Praying to Jesus for some strength

To just catch my breath .

@trueemotions91

A father ,

Is a important role

I promise you that

As a girl

I promise

I know .

To teach us right or wrong

Like our father

To teach us to be strong

Like our father

Now I’m not saying a mother is no less

But nor is a father

He is a huge impact upon

Your child’s mental state

And latter

You may not see eye to eye

But I promise you I don’t lie

To seek for love

When all was forgotten

A empty shadow

Of a man

That

I called dad

Was hidden

By a man in disguise

I craved for his love

I honestly did

But not for my good

Nor his

I realised years later

When all was gone

That all along

I just wanted my dad

To teach me how

A man was supposed to treat me

In a ideal world

I should of learnt all this from the man

I called my dad

@trueemotions91

She cries a million tears every year,

She rips up the earth,

She sends voltage through our grounds to help us recharge ,

She shines the brightest light in the sky,

She can whisper ,

She can roar ,

She heals,

She grows,

She loves ,

Who is she ?

And how come we don’t answer her calls.

@trueemotions91

A woman ,

Is her name

A mother to all,

From the ground she was born

She always stood tall ,

She braces the craziest storm

Because that’s her home,

She carries life to the full

So we can be reborn ,

She gives her body to another

With out a thought for the other ,

She knows power, love & hate

But yet you won’t see her shake ,

She has to be powerful

To raise her next generation ,

To Make sure there matter

In a world with a lot of chatter ,

She has the power to give and take

But she always chooses life

Over any other path

That may call her ,

Because that’s the gate

To her most beautiful

Creations in life,

Always In sight , but guarded

By love , because that’s what mothers do

On this crazy path called life .

@trueemotions91

I want you to close your eyes,

And draw me a image with your mind,

The sun ,

The Brightest Light On This Planet,

The Wind,

A Force No One Wants To Reckon With,

The Rain,

Gentle But So Fierce,

Lighting,

To Recharge Our Earths Soul,

The Flowers In The Background,

So Beautiful And Small,

Lost In The BackGround ,

Of A Crazy Storm.

@trueemotions91

She said

He said

Is a game of war .

The unbeatable,

Game of saw.

Against your self

Will do just harm

To play a game

With no possible outcome .

@trueemotions91

Did you ever think

The power a child can bring to a man ?

I will admit

It’s about the sex .

But maybe we look past

How a man is made ,

His primarl instinct

To make love to woman

And watch his seed grow

Into something remarkable .

Into a soul

He connected to on a another level

Maybe it’s empowering for him

to watch

Her belly grow

Knowing it’s his well being

Made by his flow.

To allow him

To reinpreganate another soul

To find it attractive

Knowing he holds half the key

For another life

I wonder so .

@trueemotions91

A mess from the best

Ain’t like the rest .

She was blessed by the man

With his shoulders at rest .

A danger to the devil from the inside , out

As her emotions were made to be numbed out .

Like hitler , wanting you to be his butler ,

Hid in the darkness from the stars ,

Never knew what it was like to see past the dark .

It’s a shame , but we don’t pass the blame ,

especially when your blinded by The other game .

Now she can see , so much more clearly ,

She is starting to look a lot more pearly .

The sadness in her eyes , are replaced with the sunlight .

The breeze on her skin , awakens her inner self esteem,

Something you tried to keep locked in .

A beautiful soul, you tried to hide ,

Hid beneath your evil eye .

The man with the rainbow eyes , clearly showed up in perfect time .

Her soul was crushing , a big mistake,

Made from the man, with the holes in his skin,

Who now has nothing to sink his claws in .

@trueemotions91

I look at a photo And a million words and memory's fly through my head.

They also bring tears to my eyes Why?

I want to smile and I want scream But that's good Means I'm still alive.

Means I know how to associate pain with happiness But Also means I'm strong enough to over come that pain By smiling By knowing one day all will come into place.

The puzzle may be missing pieces and some have been lost through out my life.

But they are there and they will one day be complete .

And when that day comes My heart and mind will in twine and awaken a deepen sense thats along been waiting .

A sense of fulfilment of love and happiness and my tears will still run through pain but it won't be in my eyes no more forever hid away

@trueemotions91