I am drowning in the ocean of time and space Lost myself in the gab of ending and beginning I will remain here sit and swallow my anxiety shivering from the unpleasant unknown of what is coming next I have to learn to swim
We think to much
and forget to love instead
You promised me
You would always be there
You are a liar
But I am one too
Because I promised you
The same
I want to find my comfort in you instead of building a place to call it a home only to see it collabs on the fragile ground which I misunderstood as stable because they told stories about love and its fiction instead of the truth its pleasure on destruction
Allow yourself to heal Your life is not dedicated to suffering and pain You are allowed to feel delighted You are allowed to love to be loved to be loved by yourself
respect is not love and not a quality to fall for it’s a simple thing an act of human decency so don’t fool yourself by thinking they are the one only because they are human and know how to act like one
I did not expect to find a heavy heart like mine in hollow hands like yours
I am tired
of the numb feeling
of tiredness
which drugs
my mind
until I feel
nothing
Loving you is just another way of self-harm
“I love you" seemed so scary to say you took the fear gifted me the words I've never heard leaving someone mouth Yet by touching your lips, I knew it wasn't a lie you told me it was your heart you offered
finding myself drifting to sleep in your arms knowing that waking up next to you will be a great reason to wake up for
about thoughts, time, losing and finding, feeling and living, falling and healing and of course bittersweet love♡
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