How Crimes Of Grindelwald Should Have Ended

Miraculous S5E4 - Jubilation . Well, between I saw this episode and made this drawing, like 2 more came out. I'm so behind hehe. 
Liked the episode, feels like things are finally starting to happen. 
Really liked how they could use the power of Gift as a weapon and really reminded me of the Superman-story "For the Man who has everything" so I designed this based on that cover. 
And happy with the face, the bodies, the lightning. . #miraculous #miraculousladybug #miraculoustalesofladybugandcatnoir #ladybug #marinette #marinettedupaincheng #darkowl #darkerowl #mrdamocles #gift #jubilation #zagheroes #photoshop #photoshopart #digitalart #digitalillustration . #commissionsopen (på/i Paris, France) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkdV6UossGk/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

If I had a nickle for every time I got an idea for a post and then see a comic cover doing the exact same and forcing me to scrap it,

I would have multiple nickles. Not many but proud of myself it happened more then once. And I don't even have any real artistic education!

The Choice

The Choice. The important choice. For some, the final choice. The one needed to be made every single day. Choose if you can find the search for strength to fight just another day. Weak legs, fake smile, empty heart. The thoughts, the bullies, the oppressors, the search for the light in the end of the tunnel. The quiet fight. The unseen fight. The one bypassers won’t know about it until it’s too late.

The maths’ not perfect, I didn’t keep it in a journal or anything but 10 years ago now, I made a choice. I stared down into the abyss and said No and I have been saying No everyday since. Some days have been easier than others. And I’m grateful I did what I did. 10 years later, I have strengthened my bond with my family, I went to the most amazing high school and made friends. Once a childhood bully is today the best of them. I’ve travelled, I’ve made memories, I’ve gotten awards, met idols. I got to hold my nephews, hear them speak and walk and laugh with pure unfiltered joy. I got jobs and earned colleagues’ respect and proved myself and my oppressors that they were wrong. I’ve been a rock, I have inspired others to follow their dreams. I do matter, I should breathe this air too.

10 years and this topic is still as important to be as ever. 4 days ago was Suicide Prevention Day. I really wanted to make something about it but couldn’t come up with anything worth presenting until now.

So a friendly reminder, keep in touch with the people around you, check up on them, be there for them. Be a rock. Or ask for one. Turn to your contacts, you might be surprised how much they care if you let them.

Keep fighting, it will be worth it in the end.

LAST Official Art Post of 2024! The year I promised myself no more Miraculous and then just kept on drawing it anyways. Have like a hundred ideas of stuff I want to do in 2025 as well as no plans to ever watch the show again at the same time. I just lack the pride to keep watching a kids show. This is a fun paradox, don’t remember anything related to this in psychology. Maybe the idea of you watching shows based on stuff you want and this reminds me of a childhood I felt I missed?

Watching these kids finding these friends, skills, confidence and maturity lies closer to what I wished I had as a child and what felt like the lives many around me led. I spent my days staring into the wall in the school corridor or up at the moon before going to bed wondering about my place in the world and finding questions for everything between “what’s outside the known universe” and “do I deserve to breathe the same air as my classmates?” Apparently, my parents’ tactic of constantly reminding me of my diagnosis and differences did NOT have any positive result on my mental health :D, who figured.

I’m glad that I have all that today. A back bone, a small but diverse social life, an actual close relationship with my family and pride to go outside the door. But this show just takes that and makes me regret I didn’t find it sooner.

So my relationship with this show is something I have been wondering about a lot this year and seems to be a mix of escapism and weird sense of nostalgia to small moments of fun and acceptance and also, regrets of why I didn’t just do this or that or blah.

So going into 2025, I have an updated sense of what I want to draw, not to draw, what I want my stuff to say, the overall feeling and vibe of the individual ideas and what kind of artwork I can find myself sharing with my social group. And Miraculous have found a way into that mix.

So cheers to the new year and a happy warning, if you’re still following me, you’re not getting rid of these two. Nor me, feeling sorry for myself, but I’m working on that last part.

Forgot to share tjos yesterday Spider-Man Final Homemade Suit v2 . #spiderman #spiderman #fanart #marvel #photoshop #photoshopartist #digitalart (på/i Marvel Universe) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpXibEFMMzB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

So! Last thing I felt I needed to get done before New Year! This Year’s Daredevil-remake!

So, compared with last year’s, I don’t think my art-skills or style has developed that much, maybe changed or refined the vibe somehow. Like how Daredevil’s face looks slimmer and fitter than last year’s, he looks more muscular. Less halloween-costume, more superhero-suit, looking at how Christopher Reeve’s suit sat on him instead of one of my random shirts in the mirror. So I guess the development 2023-2024 was how I could make it more character-fitting and interesting and references.

So, yellow street lights have changed to the red/blue police-lamps, random rooftop has changed to what could be the top of a church, city background has become bigger, trying to showcase how much area this one character has influence and responsibility over but blending in with the noise of the background.

Random lighted windows now have the shape of braille, hinting at his disability and what makes the character stick out, the texts referring to biblical verses and comic quotes if you want to take the time and translate.

The blue sky is now black with a hint of red, connecting more to his color-scheme and I wanted to think more from his perspective of the world. The heartbeats are less of a game-hub and more of just part of the input of the world around him.

Wanted the billy-clubs a little bit more fluid and over-the-top but maybe too much over the top.

So more probably changed than stayed but if I got the basic idea of Daredevil on top of the roof, this would have come up in my head now instead of what I did in 2021.

So… curious on how I will retake this piece 2025.

Newt and Theseus . A little later today, sorry Recently discovered this deleted scene from SoD and I love it, always fun to see the Scamander Brothers . #photoshop #photoshopart #digitalart #digitalillustration #fanart #wizardingworld #wizardingworldofharrypotter #fantasticbeasts #fantasticbeastssecretsofdumbledore #secretsofdumbledore #newtscamander #eddieredmayne #theseusscamander #callumturner #deletedscene . #commissionsopen https://www.instagram.com/p/CkjWHlos3EW/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=