the pain wasn't worth it .
messed up.again .
Everyone needs a Nick when they're having a bad day💗
hope. Hope is the most agonizing feeling i've ever felt.
Everyday,
I wake up to another nightmare
too wild but definitely real,
unable to stand up and fight
unable to be the knight in armor
unable to work hard for my dreams
unable to love, to fight.
I wish to be reborn.
right into the arms of a monster.
A monster who will tame my wildness. to an extend.
~k
i will never be my mom. Or dad. Never.
bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements
You were my home.
My salvation.
My anchor.
And when you left,
I crumbled.
to the ruins.
something snapped between us today.
I was so sure that you will be there.
But when I needed you so desperately . You were gone.
When I was falling apart , you turned your back on me.
Of course , it's not your fucking fault.
I expected you to be there. I don't know . I don't know if I have ever failed to be there for you. But it hurts. Alot. You know, I was ready. I was finally all ready to let you in. Fully. To tell you that past. To let you know all that we can do together. To finally have found the right one. But I guess I was getting ahead.
Just like that, I am alone.
Well,
life was supposed to be
butterflies and flowers..
I wish.
“Love yourself. Be clear on how you want to be treated. Know your worth. Always.”
— maryam hasnaa