Season 2 Of The Pitt Being A July 4th Shift This Is Our Opening Scene

personally id rather not have control over perceived reality

idk that just seems like a lot more work than most people are worth

Remember, a narcissist's ultimate goal is total control over your perception of reality. Being around someone who has a vested interest in making you feel crazy will never be good for your mental health. Gaslighting is part of the abuse. Chronic gaslighting can cause psychosis.

Petition to give Goatman back his bridge

Hey uh singlets maybe don't tag your random moon knight posts with DID-

now that its nicer out and im getting out and about and enjoying life a bit more i just want to say a few things xoxo

first acab

second if i ever see a “punk” making fun of a disabled person im shoving my cane up your ass <3

endos are all about not invading other community's spaces until it comes to traumatized systems that just want a place to post about themselves without endos

truly pissed off by endos trying to take over system punk

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

IF I SEE ONE MORE PERSON POSTING ABOUT OSTARA ON THE WITCH TAGS ON TIKTOK WITHOUT MENTIONING THAT ITS SOLELY A WICCAN THING IM GOING TO LOSW MY MARBLES

the wheel of the year is a solely wiccan holiday thing and its based around stealing various traditions from a bunch of other cultures and combining it into what it is

ssomedays im just really harshly reminded about how many trans kids take their lives before they graduate high school and realize just how lucky i am to have made it this far.

i lost a trans friend a year ago and while seeing videos on my tiktok fyp talking about trans youth one of them mentioned another trans kid who took her life years ago and it reminded me of what it was like when that happened and then i thought back to my own friend i lost. and its just so terrifying knowing that im lucky to be one of the trans kids to survive my middle/highschool years.

it was a really big realization the other day that i had in which i turned to my sister and said holy shit im an elder trans person now, ive survived. and thats just really sad, knowing that when i was like 14/15 and first starting my transition i looked up to 18/19/20 year olds who made it and were transitioning and now im in that position of having saw these 14/15 year old kids looking at me and how well i pass and how well i know myself and how i survived and feeling like they could make it. the amount of kids i have had tell me that just seeing me being me around the school helped them to feel safe is insane to me. like these kids deserve to just be kids. i deserved to just be a kid. but we dont get to be kids. we dont get to live out our high school years by being high schoolers, we live them out in fear. in fear of our peers, in fear of our families, in fear of ourselves. and thats just terrible. this shouldnt be how things are.

i shouldnt have had to fight for the right to just use any of the bathrooms at my school. i shouldnt have had to go into our counseling office and report slurs and threats being verbally thrown at me in the hall. i shouldnt have had to sit there in my car before the last football game a year ago crying because my best friend was dead.

why is it that so many people equate having sex to being a good relationship? like we have sexual trauma and are also asexual, and for the first time in three years have decided to actually respect ourselves and not give into to the idea that you need to have sex to be happy and we feel so much better about ourselves because of this.

and yet anyone irl were interested in just expects it to be a thing. and refuses to be partners until we have sex with them. i just want to be loved. why tf do i have to have sex to be loved? it doesnt make any sense

some days my stomach simply does not stomach

so here i am hungry but unable to even swallow solids without getting sick

so what do i do? make smoothie soup and a cup of lemon tea caus i know i need sustenance and id rather stick to just liquids than keep getting sick tonight