Steven: I’m Crushing On Someone, But I’m Kinda Scared To Tell You Who.

System culture is the clown alter. :o)

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i actually completely agree with what you said. the original post i made was specifically about nondisordered plurals. my autism makes me struggle with the concept of it a lot and people consistently throwing around ableist when theyre actively trying to say its not disordered makes my struggle even worse

how is not believing in endos ableist? if you're not disordered how can you be disabled (in this specific way, def not saying you cant be at all)?

like how do you get away with calling the people that are actively disabled by this condition ableist????

KAZ AS AN AGE REGRESSOR

-when hes having a bad pain day he slips younger easier

-flashbacks happen more easily when hes regressed

-emotional quiet (and clingy) little

-hides away when he regresses but it makes him sad that he doesnt have jesper and inej around him

-has a stuffed animal his brother gave him

-curls up in his comfiest clothes and plays with his stuffie when small

-talks outloud to himself for comfort

-gets upset with himself for regressing when he stops being small

-naps so much, always so eepy

part two

Alright! So now that Moon Knight episode one is out I’d like to talk about it!

So first off! I thought that it was actually incredibly well written and portrayed D.I.D. almost perfectly. It showcased a lot of the issues most of us deal with (the waking up somewhere else, the sleep issues in general, the paranoia, the awkwardness of not knowing whats going on so you cant tell people whats wrong and such, and the just general questioning of reality). It was honestly extremely similar for us when we first started discovering the system and stuff.

So yea! I definitely liked it and am really excited to see where the rest of it goes!

But! I’ve already seen some posts and stuff about Steven and I want you all to remember that Steven is a grown man. While yes he may be confused and not know what’s going on do not treat him like some poor thing that needs to be protected at all costs. He’s just trying to live his life while slowly discovering the other alters in the system!

I would also like to mention please please please don’t refer to the alters as personalities! Personalities is a term originating from when D.I.D. used to be called Multiple Personality Disorder. The name for the disorder was changed because of new research and the fact that we are not personalities!!! Alters are their own people and you should not refer to them as personalities!!!

in light of recent news, and in fear of losing one of the only things that brings me joy in my stupid baka life, here's all episodes of puppet history.

pls rb :)

it impacts it in the same way bipolar or ptsd does. that doesnt make bipolar or ptsd an identity.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

new headcanon

evan rosier is a lesboy

Day Two-"You Can't Hurt Me Like I Can"

Woo boy I might've angsted a bit too close to the sun for this one.

CW for a bit of suicidal ideation on Bruce's part (oopsies my hand slipped and I made bruce want to die)

Bruce Wayne has failed so many people; his sons, his parents, his daughter. He's failed everyone that's ever relied on him. At least that's how he feels.

guess who's celebrating october by writing a batfamily angst fic everyday

this guy 😎

friendly reminder RAMCOA is real and exists. there are plenty of systems out there who have suffered this abuse and live their lives with the consequences.

i just think people need to remember them sometimes because they deserve to be acknowledged and feel seen too.

i had a dream where you were here

i had a dream where you got to see me do what i love

i had a dream where i handed you a flower and you remembered why we were together

i had a dream where you realized that you didnt need to let this get between us

i had a dream where you forgave yourself and came back to me

then i woke up

and remembered

that you wouldnt care to do any of that