This Ego Train I've Been On For The Past 3 Months It's Starting To Crash
this ego train I've been on for the past 3 months it's starting to crash
maybe I was never that bitch
maybe I am just ill
maybe it was never meant to be
it being happiness and me
slowly starting to not reply and not text
if I'm not needed then I wont try stay
if life is meaningless then so be it I dont care
I hope we all die from isolation
into disintegration
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Should be sleeping so i can wake up for college intime but instead im watching sharing the secret cuz I never see my representation its always ana
Currently handcuffed
Do men purposely say "you can say no if u wanna" cuz they know it makes a woman more inclined to say yes cuz it manipulates her into thinking he respects her
Why do they call bruises black and blue when they are purple and red and turn yellow later on
Im a woman ofc I'm just a body...
He broke up w me cuz he's not ready for a relationship (that he started) and apparently I'm too emotional but he saying he does have feelings for me... He gave me a hickey earlier that day then he breaks up w me... I want him back... Is it bad to ask him for fwb...
Kissing in the back of police car while hes in cuffs kinda romantic but idk how he feels
Childhood loneliness
I keep having flashbacks.
Not full fledged images.
My memory doesnt work like that.
All i remember is the painful emptiness.
The time i spent all on my own.
Because noone cared.
Noone ever has and I'm finding the will hard to locate.
Am i made to be a solitary creature.
Is this a prison.
A chamber where god has put me.
Made me forget all my sins.
Only thing he left me with.
Agonising desertion
Isolation beyond explaint
Why forsake me lord?
You made me this way.
You want your creations to be happy?
Then who made me.
You want me to believe.
How can i?
You refuse to send me a sign.
You want me dead.
But every chance you get you ignore.
What do you want from me?
