Childhood Loneliness
Childhood loneliness
I keep having flashbacks.
Not full fledged images.
My memory doesnt work like that.
All i remember is the painful emptiness.
The time i spent all on my own.
Because noone cared.
Noone ever has and I'm finding the will hard to locate.
Am i made to be a solitary creature.
Is this a prison.
A chamber where god has put me.
Made me forget all my sins.
Only thing he left me with.
Agonising desertion
Isolation beyond explaint
Why forsake me lord?
You made me this way.
You want your creations to be happy?
Then who made me.
You want me to believe.
How can i?
You refuse to send me a sign.
You want me dead.
But every chance you get you ignore.
What do you want from me?
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