Should Be Sleeping So I Can Wake Up For College Intime But Instead Im Watching Sharing The Secret Cuz

Sometimes i cant go to the bathroom because im too depressed to move so i just do mia in a can of cola

Finally broke up thank you lord for the courage !

#imjustagirl

I thought I thought I was generally healed from my ED but evidently not cuz I just threw up all my guts and 5 hours + a nap later I can still feel mia

When will a cute tall curly hair midwest emo come save me from this castle ive been entrapped in

i love dexter

I fear I'm getting a hyperfixation to dexter and dispite my hate for reading and my inability to read (dyslexia) I might buy the books to read them

Addiction sucks because you get so deep into it that you dont know how to live without your substance. Life without it feels so lacklustre. You lose track of who you are

I am an alcoholic trying to recover but living without is so hard for me.

This is my plan

I will start drinking in secret to try reduce my alc intake cuz trying to go sober is really hard, idk how to act sober, idk who I am sober, idk how to feel normal sober

It just doesnt work for me

Trying to stay sober while everyone around you is either street drinking or clubbing is so hard

I'm 18 why do I have to struggle like this

The only way I will feel happy without blacking out or doing stupid shit is if i keep drinking but without telling anyone,

Doing it in secret because then I will be worried about people knowing so I will be forced to drink less but I still get to have the clutch that makes me likeable and able to actually enjoy my time

I know this is a bad idea and I should just cut it out entirely but after a week of trying I just cant I cannot it is too difficult

Kissing in the back of police car while hes in cuffs kinda romantic but idk how he feels

Pee pee poo poo

Why do they call bruises black and blue when they are purple and red and turn yellow later on

Anyone else ever cry because of a friends death but without them being dead. Like they are alive and well and i fully know this fact so why was i breaking out into borderline hyperventilation about their death