My Heart Is Gone

The day after tomorrow I will write a continuation of "Sanemi doesn't see color"

I started playing Baldur's Gate 3 a couple months before I ran away from my mother's house.

Looking back on my first playthrough now, I understand why my favorite characters resonated with me so much...

Astarion, who wanted freedom and choice, who wanted to escape the supervision of someone he had to call a Master and whose orders he had to follow.

Karlah, who also wanted freedom and the ability to simply live, without fear, without orders, without having to fight for her life every day, wanting simple closeness, simple... Touch and acceptance, recognition.

Recognition that they were both not monsters and deserved to live.

I didn't know then how close they really were to me.

These two.

the only thing inside my head rn is uni and spiderman-sanemi

Why are there still no mods for Stardew Valley with characters from kny??? Don't you want to make a small Japanese house and have a Pillar husband? liar.

Sanemi would be thrilled with the Hollow Knight

My therapist once told me to do an exercise where I drew my emotions and feelings of choice in circles. So, I drew the feeling of love and safety as a body wrapped in the embrace of many snakes. Strangely, it still feels safe and loving to me, and I might try this exercise again, many years later.

めでたいでんしゃ「かい」は本当に可愛いです…

If you're having a bad day...

Here (I love them, okey?)

N.A: Credits to the original author

I feel like I've been a bit deprived of demons in my work, so is there anyone in particular you'd like me to write about? Feel free, I love all the Upper Moons!

I breathe I breathe, I don't breathe, these two-

Oh, yes... The moment Genya fell in love.

No but seriously he's like: "He doesn't have ulterior motives? He genuinely wants to help me? He's being kind to me? Why am I feeling so fuzzy and warm inside? Why his eyes look so pretty out of the sudden?"