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Today I binged with my best friend, and tomorrow I'm going on a sushi date with my bf. Gonna gain back those 3kgs I lost huh?
I really am gonna throw up, today I ate too much and I also got a morning-after pill and it makes me SICK. I am literally gonna throw up how do I not do that. I am seriously emetophobic and I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD THAN THROW UP.
(Literally coming from someone who purg3s 😭😭 I hate when the urge to throw up is not made by my fingers in my throat fr.)
Losing weight so that when I wear baggy clothing and someone calls me fat, instead of crying about the fact that they are correct, I can lift my shirt up and show them what a pile of bones I am and prove them wrong.
April is my month. April is the time I take a hold of myself and do better. In April, I will focus on weight loss, I will take school more seriously, I will take care of my skin better. I will be better.
I love the skinny part of my ed. Not the part where I get mad at anything food related, getting mad easily and having no energy at all.
If I give my brain what it wants, I have to give up what my body needs.
Gonna fast until friday. The only meal I can have is the sushi I'm getting on friday. 💕
I CAN FEEL MY SPINE. I CAN SEE MY COLLARBONES.
| pro-recovery for anyone but myself | tbh i'm an oversharer | gw: 48/105, ugw: 42/92 — 38/83 | i am quite short so these are pretty normal | 5'1 | taken 1y 2mo | TRYING TO FOLLOW EVERY ED ACC THAT FOLLOWS ME ❤️|
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