Gonna fast until friday. The only meal I can have is the sushi I'm getting on friday. 💕
It's got to the point where I get mad at anything food related.
I feel my stomach growling :3
Today I binged with my best friend, and tomorrow I'm going on a sushi date with my bf. Gonna gain back those 3kgs I lost huh?
Losing weight so that when I wear baggy clothing and someone calls me fat, instead of crying about the fact that they are correct, I can lift my shirt up and show them what a pile of bones I am and prove them wrong.
I wanna drown myself. I have gained so much weight.
If I give my brain what it wants, I have to give up what my body needs.
MEANSPŒ
Some of YALL here be like: oh I lost 3 POUNDS, I'll reward myself with *FOOD THAT'S 9228372999 CALORIES* ☠️ like bro atp don't even call yourself anÄrexxic, cause if you reward yourself with food.. you got another whole ass (☠️) eeting disörder dude..
I hate being short and fat. I wish I was short and skinny.
| pro-recovery for anyone but myself | tbh i'm an oversharer | gw: 48/105, ugw: 42/92 — 38/83 | i am quite short so these are pretty normal | 5'1 | taken 1y 2mo | TRYING TO FOLLOW EVERY ED ACC THAT FOLLOWS ME ❤️|
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