I'm Not Worth It I'm Not Worth It I'm Not Worth It I'm Not Worth It I'm Not Worth It I'm Not Worth It

If you’ve had a period of basically dissociating from a hard time of your life, you’ll know that doing even the littlest thing that has an effect in the real world vs on a screen can be so profound. Something as little as you doing a favor for someone, or someone noticing something about you that you didn’t think anyone would even pick up on bc your brain is all messed up about being perceived. Your living footprint is all muddied and murky. It takes a lot to even feel like you’re inhibiting your body. So consequences that come as a direct result of you just living, whether big or small, blow you away on an inexplicable level

Yeah maybe I am a little desperate but I'm making up for all the affection I never got growing up 🙃

Google maps new baltimore glitch that happened in 2013

Café de flore

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

as i get older i really do understand why people abuse substances now

"i would die for you" this, "i'd walk through fire for you that"

what about "i'd live for you" romances? what about "i never thought i'd be worth the work it would take to piece myself together"?

what about "i don't believe i'm worth it, but for you i'll try"