Littlecigs - Out Of Body

Had a really good day at work. Coworkers complimented me a lot! I feel good about myself :)

Someone who’ll talk you through it 🥲

It's been literal years since I've put anything on here. I thought I was such hot shit posting my poetry. I promise I'm better now 😅

I just want to feel like a person again

Knowing you're gonna have an episode soon and being able to do absolutely nothing to stop it is like waiting for your execution or trying to outrun a tsunami

I dreamt of you last night

It was still Christmas

And I was a fairy

But that's not important

I went shopping with friends I don't have

And had fun

Then I ran into you

And got angry

We had a fight

But you kept following me

And I woke up

So viscerally uncomfortable

I had the urge to scream