i h8 being suspicious about things but damn that gut feeling really is always right
I hate that I can't talk about my issues more eloquently.
I've been alone for so much of my life. Like stuck in my bedroom starving deeply alone. All I do is panic and dissociate and distance myself from people. Because I don't know how to talk to people, and I don't think people actually want to be around me. I must be intimidating, or ugly, or something.
I just want attention. I dunno.
Is that so wrong?
I would like to cuddle up with someone and be sad for a little bit before falling asleep together
I need a new distraction from being alive. It's really hard to find new interests when all you can think about is wanting someone to love you, or wanting to die
sukuna taking a bow at the destruction he caused
Come find meπ€πͺππβ¨
Sometimes I miss people that weren't really good to me.
21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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