Getting That Stupid Decision Itch

We manic!!!! Rejoice!!!!

If someone changes their tone of voice during a conversation with me I feel like the whole worlds collapsed on my body.

why is it that every good thing is immediately followed by a bad one. why can't I be happy. why can't I be ok

I just want affection. I'm sorry I'm such an inconvenience but is that really so much to ask for?

I want to be more than my disorders but I also want people to be aware of them and understand them and I find that people think I'm trying to push my problems onto them and force them to be sympathetic but like...

I don't need you to feel sorry for me I just want you to understand me. I just want to be respected...