I Have GOT To Get More NORMAL

I want to be more than my disorders but I also want people to be aware of them and understand them and I find that people think I'm trying to push my problems onto them and force them to be sympathetic but like...

I don't need you to feel sorry for me I just want you to understand me. I just want to be respected...

kill me kill me kill me

what's the use?

have you seen the news?

buzz like flies in dog shit

I can't watch this

can't they get a clue?

history repeats too often

sitting still is not an option

I just wanna die

c'mon, kill me

I'll be fine

I come to beg for my forgiveness

The Devil has known me

And The Lord is angry

Touch me

Touch me with your holy hands

And cleanse my body of these sins

Wish I had thighs but if I gain more than 5lbs I want to kill myself 🙄

television graveyard (art by @cybervoidgirl on Twitter)

i'm damaged as fuck but i'll never hurt anyone the same way i've been hurt

I need a new distraction from being alive. It's really hard to find new interests when all you can think about is wanting someone to love you, or wanting to die