Kill Me Kill Me Kill Me

teenage love.

Wish I had thighs but if I gain more than 5lbs I want to kill myself 🙄

And when you're tired, think of me

And when the world is all dark and bad dreams, think of me

And when you can't talk, can't walk, think of me

And when the air gets thick and your lungs get twisted, think of me

And when you're lonely, think of me

I'll be there

It's been literal years since I've put anything on here. I thought I was such hot shit posting my poetry. I promise I'm better now 😅

I finally re-dyed my hair today :)

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

I really wish it was socially acceptable to say “I really don’t care” and people would just say oh ok and move onto the next topic in conversation, no hard feelings