Work was slow today. Got myself to eat half a burger for dinner, but I didn't eat breakfast so I guess it's not really that much of an achievement
every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog
I wish I had a group of friends to wander the city with
I want to be more than my disorders but I also want people to be aware of them and understand them and I find that people think I'm trying to push my problems onto them and force them to be sympathetic but like...
I don't need you to feel sorry for me I just want you to understand me. I just want to be respected...
Realizing now I am covered in red flags. Like I knew I was bad but yeesh this is kindaaaaa this is kinda a problem huh
High off the way you speak
Submerging me
Can't think, think, think
It's only you
I think the reason I tend to be an oversharer is because my brain just. Doesn't have a sense of how close a relationship is. Like, a conversation between my best friend and someone on the train feels the exact same to me, even if I cognitively know the difference. So I end up just saying stuff when I feel like it, regardless of whether I know the person that well.
21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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