Okay so I just binged on kfc and a donut, it was 546 cals for the tenders and 300 cals for the donut. I’m literally so dead and want to kms. I purged it but still feel like absolute shit with a total of 1107 calories in total today.
I need to die, I am sick of this cycle.
Some of this is so accurate for me!☹️
i never regret the meals i didn’t eat, only the ones i did.
I’m going to kill myself
I’ve got the pills and this time it will kill me
I am so sick of this fucking pain, being at the weight, the voices, the thoughts. I’m fucking over it all
I’m sick of uni, sick of people and relationships and sick of never getting the help I need
Bye everyone and I apologise for every being in your life
The saddest moment is going to self harm and realising you have to look for clean skin to cut...
Stats - Active 7/22
I DO NOT ENCOURAGE STARVING, PURGING, PROANA OR ANYTHING THIS IS A COPING TOOL
GW1 ~ 80kg/176lbs -🔓New shirt
78kg/171lbs -🔓
74kg/163lbs -🔓
GW2 ~70kg/154lbs - 🔓Waist beads
68kg/150lbs - 🔓
GW3 ~ 65kg/143lbs - 🔒Brandname pants
62kg/136lbs - 🔒
58kg/127lbs - 🔒
UGW~ 55kg/120lbs - 🔒Dunno yet
A little about me
Ive had an Ed since I was 8 unfortunately and it went from BED to ANA with b/p subtype since then
I fast as long as I can as eating nothing is easier than eating a little, the longest being 127 hours (6 days). Whenever I eat something I purge it regardless of it being a binge or not, I’ve been trying not to but it’s really hard to sit with the feeling.
Feel free to bully me with meanspo, sweetspo and whatever
Biggest inspo ever
33*
POV: You lost 10lbs but look 10x fatter
Thought yall on here may appreciate my new rule for myself
Reblog shit for myself, just blockSW:85kg CW:74.7kg GW:70kg UGW:55kg
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