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Merman Cas from @malmuses fanfic “a fish out of water”, thanks to @lizleeships for the gorgeous art linked to the fanfic, it helped me a lot with the design

Remembered that one post about how you can just go into a cinema and buy popcorn without watching a movie when I walked past my local cinema today. So I decided to go buy some

What that one post failed to remind me is that a small cinema popcurn LITERALLY COSTS 9 DOLLARS WHERE I LIVE

(This price was obviously not written anywhere, so I didn't know the price until I was at the register...)

someone cut together 8 hours of deancasnatural so now you guys never have to suffer a rewatch ever again you’re welcome

So I obviously HAD to draw this iconic scene from four letter word for intercourse by bendingsignpost on AO3

Link to the fanfic here

I discovered this thing called throat spray, which is essentially a numbing agent for your sore throat, and it works GREAT. Having a sore throat is my least favorite thing in the entire world, so this is a genuine game changer!!!

Anyway if you see this you have to reblog and tag with a delight from ur day -- even the littlest thing counts

break out the L-word, Cas

Living my life and almost exclusively surrounding myself with queer people os such a healing experience tbh.

It's so freeing to never have to censor myself or my queerness in my day to day life, because the people around me are the same, and understand, without me having to explain anything.

The problem with this however, is that I do tend to slightly forget straight people and homophobes exist. Which creates some interessting moments at work. (I work in a bookshop)

So if someone asks me to recommend a romance book, I forget that this person might be after a straight romance, and every single book I recommend ends up being queer.

Tbf I am so visibly queer that I think they should expect my book recs to be the same tho

Throwback to the time I opened tumblr with my sister standing behind me, and as she saw the t on the loading screen she loudly exclaimed "ARE YOU ON TINDER???" and I had to break it to her that, no I was NOT on tinder, but was in fact just a massive nerd logging onto the destiel website...

Not falling into a seasonal depression is so much fucking WORK

Like, I have to have reminders on my phones for the few hours a day the sun is out, so I can make sure I actually go see it. Then I also have to be VERY strict about my sleep schedule, cause if I fuck that up I'll suddenly sleep through the sun hours. And I have to make sure I get enough sleep (for me 10-11 hours a night, I know, a lot, but I'm disabled) but I also need to make sure I don't sleep too much cause then I won't be able to see the sun or sleep the following night.

I also have to be super rigid about taking my meds and vitamin d, cause you know damn well we don't get anywhere near enough vitamin d from the sun in norway.

And on top of all that I have to go to work, make dinner, clean the house, make sure my cat's needs are met AND try to have a social life.

Not to mention I can't use my moped during the winter seasons, so I have to take the bus everywhere (I'm gay, I can't drive, shut up) which takes fucking FOREVERRRR

And don'teven get me STARTED on the clothes situation. I'm always too hot, practical in winter, right? WRONG. I have a cold allergy, so if any part of my body (especially areas with a fat reserve) gets too cold, it starts itching and swells a LOT. On my face that's easily remedied, I just make sure to wear a face covering, one extra layer is enough. Upper body is also easy, I have a thick coat. But, my thighs???? My main problem area??? I cannot deal with wearing an extra layer under my pants, because 1. It gets way too hot the second I walk into my workplace. And 2. It feels fucking AWFUL

Anyways, I love my country and am never leaving