y'all i think my sister has been developing my habits
she's been asking me what calorie counter i use, she's been skipping meals, and says she wants to go on runs every day after school
she's 12 and i'm worried for her
so I hung out with a friend yesterday that I hadn't seen since June and she'd gotten soooo much thinner. she'd developed an ed and lost a ton of weight and part of me feels sooo bad for her bc no one should have to deal with this tbh. but another small part of me is jealous. her collarbones and her shoulders were prominent, her thighs didn't touch, when I wrapped my arms around her waist I could feel her ribs. her face was so slim and her spine was nearly sticking out. I feel bad but part of me wants to be like her
so last night i was on facetime with my boyfriend and i said that all of my weight goes to my stomach and thighs, not to my ass or b00bs (if i'm gonna be fat i might as well have the goods to go along w it, right?) and this MALE said, "no it doesn't, i've noticed" LIKE WDYM??!!! I'VE LOST WEIGHT??!!! I HAVEN'T GAINED ANY TO GO ANYWHERE??????!!!!!
i'm actually so tired of all of this FAT hanging off of my body
the doctor told me i weighed 124.8 pounds yesterday
when i was in 7th grade i weighed 98, why can't i be back there?
i have grown five inches since 2022 though so that's kinda cool
what if i draw an X on my hand so that anytime i reach for food i'll see it
i genuinely just want to be thin but at the same time i don't want to work out and i lowk always find a way to eat wtf is wrong with me 💀
off topic but i have a 90 in a class rn and it's pissing me off
what if i just started talking in French lmao
Je naime pas mon poids lol
being skinny is so much more fun than being fat
if i had a smaller ribcage i think all of my problems would be solved 🎀
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