i genuinely just want to be thin but at the same time i don't want to work out and i lowk always find a way to eat wtf is wrong with me 💀
how do i restrict when my parents like doing family dinners?
how do i restrict when my mom makes sure i pack lunch for school?
how do i restrict when my boyfriend worries about me?
how do i restrict when my friends make me eat?
how do i restrict when people actually care about me?
all i want rn is a monster, a really cute cat, and my dream body
if i had a smaller ribcage i think all of my problems would be solved 🎀
guys I don’t want my hair to get thinner and I don’t want my b00bs to shrink and I don’t want bad breath and I don’t want to be constantly tired
but I want to be thin and I want to be lightheaded and I want to always be cold and I want to be comfortable showing off my body and I want people to hug me and feel how small i am
God forbid a girl want two things to exist at once
OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH HELP I'M GOING TO THE DOCTOR WHICH MEANS I NEED TO GET WEIGHED WHICH MEANS THAT ALL MY WORST FEARS ARE GONNA COME TRUE AND I HAVEN'T ACTUALLY LOST ANY WEIGHT AND THE DOCTOR IS GONNA CALL ME OVERWEIGHT AND MY MOM IS GONNA UNDERSTAND WHY I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT BC I'M SO FUCKING GIGANTIC
tbh eating isn't that great?? like yesterday i hadn't eaten so i had a smoothie for lunch but it gave me such a stomach ache
two of my friends had a drama not talking stage and they both lost 20 pounds...
LORD PLEASE HELP ME
i always hyperfixate on someone else's collarbones and shoulders. like i loveeee them. sluttiest thing a man can have is defined collarbones, it's literally so ughhhh 🤤🤤
i want those too like HELLO
maybe tmi but I haven’t p00ped since Tuesday…
I drank some laxative tea earlier and I bought some prunes so I’m hoping it’ll work
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