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•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•

•★ started the fast a few hours ago, maybe I'll post b0dy check tomorrow. Love ya ★•

•★ I feel so unreal lately. Like it's not me and my life I'm living. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Or sometimes I can't even tell how I look like because every time I look at myself it's different. I do things and then I'm not sure if it really happened or I just told myself it did. ★•

That's so real, I always write all my thoughts but never share them

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Todays body check. Idk what do I think. I was forced to eat so now I feel kinda disgusting. Tried to throw up but I couldn't... I just don't know

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•★ b0dy check the day after I binged ★•

•★ I'm gonna cry, my boyfriend wants to force me to eat ice cream with him. He said it's a punishment for throwing up earlier. I'm doing so well, I don't want to break my fast ★•

•★ B0dy check from today. I'm not really satisfied... ★•

•★ I did 25 hours fast because I was forced to eat something but I spat most and threw up the rest. I've never done it before so I'm kinda proud of myself. Definitely will use it once more ★•

•★ I weighted myself today and I'm 46kg. I was hoping for less... I'm still fasting so that's good. If I'll be forced to eat then I'll go throw up everything and go for a walk to burn some calories★•