That's So Real, I Always Write All My Thoughts But Never Share Them

•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•

•★ So I tried to throw up today again but after 20 minutes I only got rid of like 1/5 of that I ate. My family will make sure I eat during weekend but I thought that maybe I could throw up after every meal. Unfortunately it's not so easy... ★•

•★I feel so fat and disgusting today. I ate three meals and it just feels so wrong. I'm starting fast tomorrow ★•

Dream.

•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•

•★ I want to listen to someone new. I'm looking for something similar to Mitski/ Alex g/ Lana Del Rey. I need music that will be melancholic in a good way, something that I can get attached to/ relate to. Any suggestions? ★•

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21 hours and 30 minutes already. I hope I won't have to eat..

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•★ I weighted myself today and I'm 46kg. I was hoping for less... I'm still fasting so that's good. If I'll be forced to eat then I'll go throw up everything and go for a walk to burn some calories★•

BODY GOALS

•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•