•★ B0dy Check From Today. I'm Not Really Satisfied... ★•

•★ I feel so unreal lately. Like it's not me and my life I'm living. I look at myself in the mirror and I feel like I'm looking at someone else. Or sometimes I can't even tell how I look like because every time I look at myself it's different. I do things and then I'm not sure if it really happened or I just told myself it did. ★•

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Todays body check. Idk what do I think. I was forced to eat so now I feel kinda disgusting. Tried to throw up but I couldn't... I just don't know

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••★ thrift store blessed me with this gorgeous belt today ★••

please, ignore my body.

•★ started the fast a few hours ago, maybe I'll post b0dy check tomorrow. Love ya ★•

My sweet boy is $hing and I took his blades and told him to never do it and thought it's enough but he and his mom said I act like I don't care about him doing it at all when I actually do care. I care a lot. I just don't know what I should do. I should care more. I don't know why I can't show it... I feel like the worst girlfriend ever..

•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•

•★ I feel like I'm getting fatter instead of skinnier.... ★•

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•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•

•★ I feel like the worst girlfriend on earth. Why do I always have to do everything wrong? Can't I just be a good girlfriend? Also I feel very disgusting today. I hate myself for eating so much... I don't know what to do. Maybe another fast will make me feel better or sth ★•