Lucifer: This Is Such A Bad Idea...

Yes I do and I'm not even bothered by it!

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

Update on my experience with Hazbin Hotel: I watched the pilot again to discover that Elsie Lovelock who I watched a few covers of is the singing voice of Charlie! And I also discovered that Gabriel Brown, freaking BlackGryph0n is the singing voice of Alastor!! OMG!! I had a fangirl moment right there!

Also, I think my favorite characters are Charlie cuz of her funny and happy attitude, but also her optimistic look on rehabilitating, and the Radio Demon himself Alastor. I don’t know why, but his character, his VOICE, his attitude and just everything about him is something I like! He will definitely be interesting to follow in the future! 

Random Thoughts about Steven Universe!

So I had a random thought I wanted to get out. Also, I'm thinking about maybe doing this "random thought" thing to a trend for myself here on Tumblr... Anyway!

I was just scrolling through something Steven Universe related on Instagram when I realised that fan art of corrupted Steven has become popular... I myself LOVE the idea of Steven getting corrupted in a future episode! And I have also noticed a trend in these fan arts. That trend is drawing Steven crying or scared of what's happening (the transformation/corruption). Now this made me realise: Has the Steven Universe turned angsty? Not in the bad way, but rather good way.

I've also seen that Steven with pink eyes and Steven with a more emo/don't care-ish type of attitude is becoming popular when drawing fan art... I love this fandom a lot!😌 I'll maybe draw some fanart myself... Not sure if I wanna publish it. But the point of this post was the corruption fan art that is everywhere. Keep on drawing angst my friends!!

Gotta love angsty Steven! He's so much more of a teenager now!😏 Also, I've seen the 2 newest episodes and I love that Pearl got confident in shapeshifting again and I LOVE Freckles (AKA nice new freckles Lapis)!

Thank you for your time!

I finally watched the pilot of Hazbin Hotel! And boy do I have opinions!

First of all, I love so much about the show! It's characters, the colors, the personalities, the surprisingly adult humour, and overall just the idea behind this! It's a surprisingly good concept and I can't say that I've seen anything like this before! Creds to Vivziepop for this unique idea!

Hope to see more in the future! I've considered making an OC but I need to collect more info about the show. And if you haven't seen it yet, go on YouTube and consider watching it! If you like something different and unique, and you don't mind adult humour, then you should give Hazbin Hotel a try! I was positively surprised!

Ok thanks for the tag Liz! I don't follow a lot of people tho so... it'll be a little difficult to tag people, so I won't tag anyone!

Last song: "Sincerely Me" from the musical Dear Evan Hansen (from the original cast recording)

Last movie: I don't know... I have the worst short time memory so... sorry!😆

Currently reading: Haven't read a book in a while, but the last thing I read was a one-shot here on Tumblr about Izuru Kamukura from Danganronpa.

Currently watching: I don't have a specific thing I'm watching right now, but the last thing I watched entirely was the first semifinal of Eurovision on TV.

Currently craving: Salted potato chips and soda and/or energy drink!😝

catch up game

tagged by @crockettmarcel - tysm nova!!

rules: tag nine people you want to catch up with/know better

last song: wanker by the oozes (we love a good anti-monarchist bop)

last movie: plagues of breslau? i think

currently reading: death and nightingales by eoin mccabe (my english teacher loaned it to me at the start of the month but it’s such a mindfuck that i’m really-reading it)

currently watching: seal team (at long fucking last), black mirror, altered carbon

currently craving: singapore noodles and the will to live through the week

tagging @lemonzestywrites , @incorrectswatquotes , @just-arather-veryconfused-being , @disasterfandoms , @galaxysanduniversesinmymind , @chibsytelford , @madhare0512 , @jaxjax-assass , & @codebreaker-alex-manes

Dear readers,

I'm reaching out to you right now, not out of joy, but out of fear. Cocoa-fells (riz-gukgak-is-best) is not responding to messages after posting that she was scared of possible actions her homophobic religious parents might take if they figured out that she and her sister were LGBTQ+. Cocoa is a genderfluid biromantic asexual (I'll be using she/her for this post) and her sister is gay.

Cocoa contacted @fangirlsftw (aka Katie) and I on the 8th (we've both known her for about a year and spoke off and on) really worried about her parents finding out her and her sister's identities and how the controlling (taking away of electronics, not allowing contact, etc.) and verbal threats had been escalating with her parents and her friend's parents. Her parents also believe gays are evil. Katie suggested a gofundme to help her raise the funds to get out of the environment with her sister, her best friend (who is also in a bad situation), and her dog. She also agreed to do a daily check in with me and a relative.

Basically My Life

Basically My Life

riz-gukgak-is-best: “cocoa-fells: “Hey I need some helphttps://www.gofundme.com/f/get-us-out-of-a-homophobic-home-asap My sister (14), my be

After the post went up, Cocoa found out that her mom had gone to her stepdad with suspicions about her and her sister. She said that her parents believed their lies about the LGBTQ+ stuff, but they did find out that her sister was no longer a believer and that Cocoa had doubts (she said that she told them she was leaning towards yes, but still). They appeared to take it remarkably well, but Cocoa still felt anxious due to them nearly finding out everything after successfully hiding her identity for so long.

Cocoa's last check in was October 12th at 10:20pm EST. Her gofundme was taken down and refunds were issued. On October 15th at 5:52pm, I got this message.

The message wasn't written in her normal voice and felt... off, so I reached back out to make sure that the person could confirm that they were Cocoa (and not someone else with her account information). No response. Katie and several of our friends have reached out as well and got no response from her tumblr or discord. Not long after that, Cocoa's tumblr account was deactivated.

If you have any information, please reach out to us. Otherwise, please boost this so that it might be seen by someone who can help.

And before anybody says it, I know that this is the internet. That I could be in for a world of hurt and heckling by the end of all of this. But the truth is, I will never let the possibility of hurt feelings stop me from ensuring that a friend is safe. So please, humor me for now and help however you can.

--Update--

It's been 6 days since Cocoa last checked in. 72 hours since I received the message that we strongly believe was not from her. We have no new information at this time, BUT we were able to find two of her worried online friends and update them on the situation.

This post is spreading. There is still hope that someone with information or that knows Cocoa in real life will see it. So I'm asking you, please help us. If you're able, you can even share it on other platforms (reddit, twitter, instagram...) as long as you remember to link back to either this post or one of our tumblrs so someone with information has a place to go.

And Cocoa? If you see this, it's gonna be okay. We will find you. I'm not giving up on you. None of us are. We got you.

E N O U G H . . .

"You've had enough, you want that ending,

Noose, knife or gun is just so tempting.

Your life means nothing, well not anymore.

Voices in your head you know you can't ignore.

The last ray of hope that tries to break through,

But it's too late, it can't reach you.

Hell has taken you, down to its core,

Tears fall down; "don't want to live anymore!"

Will someone miss you, you really don't know,

Your life feels empty and melts away like snow.

That's it. You're sick of it all. You're finished. You're done.

Who's stopping you? Not a single soul. No one.

You take your final breath. This decision, are you happy or not?

Just another soul that the Earth forgot."

- By me.

Far From Home - My Thoughts

!!!WARNING!!! SPOILERS FOR THE MOVIE, SO IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT YET, JUST SKIP THIS POST!!! Or if you don’t care for spoilers at all, just keep reading...

Okay, so I just came home from watching Spider-Man: Far From Home at my local cinema and eh... I’m still so hyped!! It really was a great movie to end the third phase of the MCU. I stayed after the credits (as a real Marvel-fan do, ofc) and boy did I get a surprise! I will mention the credit scenes, but I’ll leave that for last.

Okay, so firstly, it was a great movie. Good mix of action, humor, and feels. I loved that opening when the Marvel logo came, but instead of the usual theme in the back, it was “I Will Always Love You”... I love these movies, so much. Secondly, Oh my god, I am MAD! Why you may ask? Mysterio... just Mysterio. I am so mad that he tricked Peter the way he did and lied to him. Don’t get mad at me and attack me with “oh but Mysterio was always a villain in the comics”-thing cuz I never read the comics. I’m only 16 years old (just like Peter in the movie! Yee!) and therefore I never grew up with the old comics. But still, I had read some theories before I watched the movie that it was unsure if they would stick to the old canon and keep Mysterio the villain or change him up and make him an ally to Spider-Man. So I had that as a thought in the back of my head. But still, I have to give Jake Gyllenhaal credit for playing a really great and unstable character as Mysterio turned out to be. Gotta love the villain!

Moving on, the scenes between Peter and MJ... I SHIP IT!! And of course, they ended up together! Yee! X3 I really loved how MJ confessed during that fight in London to the others that she tells the truth even if it can be hurtful towards others. I don’t see that as a weakness, but rather as a strongpoint which makes me like MJ more. She is a strong and capable female character who is not that standard “damsel in distress” type of girl and I like that.

Next, Happy. I have to talk about Happy. He has his scenes in the movie and I really appreciate his character more now that he is more understanding, protective and caring of Peter. A scene that really got to me was when he picked up Peter in the Netherlands. He walked out of the jet and asked what happened and Peter just needed to be sure that it was the real Happy and not just an illusion because come on, he is crushed after he was betrayed by someone he thought he could trust... I felt so sorry for Peter at that moment. He just wanted a normal holiday, with his class, his friends, and potentially, his future girlfriend. Peter was so relieved that he was the real Happy and just gave him a hug. And Happy, being the concerned and probably also scared guardian he was, asked Peter if he was okay. That is why I love Happy more now. In Homecoming, he was cold and a little distant from Peter, but that was probably because of Peter being a young teenager just starting out as Spider-man. In FFH however, he was more protective and welcoming and positive towards Peter because he KNOWS that Peter has grown and is still devastated after what happened in Endgame. Peter lost a great inspiration and father-figure, and as a 16-year-old, of course, that is difficult. Peter’s tear-stained red eyes and messy hair in the trailer shows us a crushed teen who feels like he can’t do the great things that everyone believes he can do.

Finally, I will conclude this already long post with the end-credit scenes. Peter and MJ swinging through New York, just yes. Peter with his new suit, more yes. The news showing the attack from London and Mysterio’s message... eh, what?? Yeah, that was a surprise! I sat there, in the cinema with wide eyes and just millions of thoughts going through my head. Did Mysterio survive, or was that the last message before he finally died? Does a Multi-verse actually exist or was that too a part of Mysterio’s lie/illusion? And also, WHAT THE HECKITY-HECK, PETER’S IDENTITY??!! Is Peter fucked now or is he fucked?? And also, again, DAMN YOU MYSTERIO! WHY DID YOU BLAME PETER FOR THE LONDON THING??!! AAAARRRRGGGHHH!!! And lastly, this is the last by the way, promise... J. K. Simmons playing J. Jonah Jameson. Cool to finally see this character in the MCU.

I hope you got all the way through that! It was a lot, even for me. If you got any thoughts, please comment. Also, I probably did not mention everything but I don’t remember everything in detail. It really was a great movie! 10/10 from me. Really suggest watching it. Great balance between action and humor.

(Sorry for the bad quality...😶)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIKACHU!!🥳⚡

It is the birthday of Denki Kaminari from my favourite anime, My Hero Academia and of course I will celebrate it with a drawing of mine! He is one of my favourite male characters from the show and I really like his design and character!

I don't know what else to say so again, happy birthday to Denki!💛💛💛

What a surprise me and my sister got! Turned on the TV today and Teen Titans Go airs the whole day today...😑 but that wasn't the surprise. No, the surprise was that Teen Titans airs in between those episodes! The original series!🤩 Me and my sister got super exited and we're watching it right now! The nostalgia! I will always love the original series not the reboot that we have now...😒

🎶Cuz when the world needs heroes on patrol... Teen Titans Go! 1 2 3 4 go, TEEN TITANS!!🎶