Random Thoughts About Steven Universe!

(I will try to publish this here, maybe the chance of him seeing this is better here on Tumblr... also yes, it's a birthday message meant for Thomas originally posted on his actual birthday...)

To: @thatsthat24

Hi! You'll probably never see this message, but I will still try!😊

A happy birthday to you Thomas Sanders!!🥳 I hope you take time to enjoy this day even in these crazy times we're in!

I wanted to thank you for existing! You make my day in so many ways!😄 I never had Vine, but when I found you on YouTube, I was intrigued! The way you make your videos, I can't help but smile!🤗 I started watching Sanders Sides and I LOVED IT!! You play these different characters and do it so well! I literally can't hate any of them, they are all my favorites!❤ The ideas you come up with for the episodes interests me so much!

I'll cut this short by again saying, happy birthday and thank you so so much for everything you do! You make me and so many others laugh, cry, theorize, but most importantly, you make us all smile!❤🧡💛💚💙💜 So thank you for being you, and I love being a part of the Fanders fandom!

I'll also add a pic of a drawing I did a while ago! Fanders art, here you go!!

Love this character so much! The movie: A great masterpiece! Thanks Rebecca Sugar!

Spinel is so great and she has captured my heart (me and many others) so I made a Spinel aesthetic!💔🖤

This is for a friend of mine!

(This message is copied and pasted with a few changes)

Hey! How's it going? I don't know if you've seen the billions of posts, I am doing a crowdfunder for my horror short film. We are currently in the middle of a matching event with an anonymous donor. If we are able to get 100 backers by TONIGHT at midnight, the donor will contribute $2000 to our campaign! How's cool is that? If you could help us reach that 100 backers by donating yourself or sharing our campaign, that would be so helpful! Any support you can give would mean the world to me.

Here's the link:

Seed&Spark

Only You

This film shows that anyone can become a victim of stalking and it can happen for any reason at all.

Please help her! She's great and I would LOVE it if you would lend a hand!

This is my contribution to the newest Sanders Sides episode "Putting Others First" or "Selfishness Vs. Selflessness Part 2". Let me just say that the new episode was GREAT!!

Okay, here me out... Deceit isn't a fully bad side in my head. He helps Thomas in his own weird way. He even showed a little humor and a good part of himself in the newest episode! Heck, he trusted them with his name! And speaking of name... Janus... I love it! I always liked Deceit, no matter how slimy of a snek boi he was and is. So I just gained more respect for him after watching the newest episode.

I could probably theorize and discuss more, but I wanna keep this short. I can't wait for the next one, but of course now Thomas needs to take a break and relax a little while. He's been working his butt of to get the episode out. He even halted the livestream to get it out! Anyway, take your time to relax @thatsthat24 and stay safe in these times!

Hope you like this!

Ok thanks for the tag Liz! I don't follow a lot of people tho so... it'll be a little difficult to tag people, so I won't tag anyone!

Last song: "Sincerely Me" from the musical Dear Evan Hansen (from the original cast recording)

Last movie: I don't know... I have the worst short time memory so... sorry!😆

Currently reading: Haven't read a book in a while, but the last thing I read was a one-shot here on Tumblr about Izuru Kamukura from Danganronpa.

Currently watching: I don't have a specific thing I'm watching right now, but the last thing I watched entirely was the first semifinal of Eurovision on TV.

Currently craving: Salted potato chips and soda and/or energy drink!😝

catch up game

tagged by @crockettmarcel - tysm nova!!

rules: tag nine people you want to catch up with/know better

last song: wanker by the oozes (we love a good anti-monarchist bop)

last movie: plagues of breslau? i think

currently reading: death and nightingales by eoin mccabe (my english teacher loaned it to me at the start of the month but it’s such a mindfuck that i’m really-reading it)

currently watching: seal team (at long fucking last), black mirror, altered carbon

currently craving: singapore noodles and the will to live through the week

tagging @lemonzestywrites , @incorrectswatquotes , @just-arather-veryconfused-being , @disasterfandoms , @galaxysanduniversesinmymind , @chibsytelford , @madhare0512 , @jaxjax-assass , & @codebreaker-alex-manes

CAN Y'ALL HEAR MY UGLY CRYING IN THE DISTANCE!!😭😭

Okay so I didn't actually cry, but my eyes was definitely teary and ready to cry ugly tears!😆

I never thought I would get this invested in a game, let alone an otome game, but I did! The story and the characters, it all was so engaging and exciting!

Early on, a little after I downloaded the game, it didn't have the same effect on me... I considered uninstalling it, but something just made me continue on, thinking that the story might get even better and more exciting, AND IT DID!!😁💕

I love many of the different events, I have my favorite characters and I have favorite lessons and parts of the story!❤

To see that I was nearing lesson 20, and (what I like to call) the end of the "main" storyline after the 1 year exchange program... it got me!

Shoto Todoroki x Fem!Reader - Need You Now - Songfic based on the song by Lady A

This is my first full on story/oneshot here so I hope the people of Tumblr like it! I always knew I wanted to do something angst-based as soon as I heard this song a while ago, but I had to make it angst to happy ending cuz I often feel so sad when I read stories that is just left after the angst. I need comfort!! I also wanted to do a reader story since that’s bascially all I read nowadays! I also decided to do female reader since that is what I am most comfortable with, so sorry if that is not your thing. Anyways, I hope this is good enough, I really tried with this one, so hope you all enjoy! <3

Info to know beforehand!! (Although you all already know this most likely!)

Y/N means Your Name (L/N means Last Name)

(e/c) means eye color

(h/c) means hair color

(s/c) means skin color

Texts is in italics

The room was dark. Lights were off except for in the connected kitchen and living room area. Y/N sat on the couch, dressed in sweatpants and a long-sleeved sweater belonging to her boyfriend, a bottle of wine standing on the table together with a half-full glass. Picture perfect memories were scattered all around the floor from the fight that happened a few hours earlier. Fight… was that the right word for it? Maybe argument was a more correct word? She didn’t care. Her mind was filled with thoughts and questions. Was it her fault? Or his? What did they argue about again? She didn’t quite remember, nor did she care. She just wanted to see her boyfriend again.

Teary (e/c) eyes all red from crying, looked up and scouted, seeing the empty room before her, the quiet feeling so foreign to her. She reached for her phone lying on the table, immediately opening it and opening the gallery app. Y/N looked through the pictures of them together: One from an amusement park date from three weeks ago, the pair eating churros while looking at the camera. Another picture from last year when they went on a cruise to celebrate their two year anniversary as a couple, the sun setting behind them while they held each other close. The tears were starting again, she couldn’t fight it anymore. She bailed her feelings out, screaming and crying, not caring who heard her. Y/N lifted her eyes after a while, tears continuing to stream down her face. She switched to the contacts app to see that he left a few messages that made her heart light.

Hi, how are you doing? I don’t know if you’ll see this message or if you want to, but if you do then please… call me. Please <3

Me again. Just wondering if you’re still angry with me, and if you are then I can’t blame you… I was a jerk for getting mad at you, no not a jerk... an asshole. I miss you… :(

Can we please forget this? I really miss you.... </3 Can I come back to the apartment? Or do you wanna come here? There aren't that many people here now… although I would love to be in your arms again </3 Please…? <3

The clock showed a quarter after one, and Y/N looked out the window of the apartment after reading the messages over and over, her (h/c) hair tousled with some strands hanging in front of her face. He wanted to apologize, so did she. He cared for her, and she knew that. It was just a stupid little argument that happened between, an argument that ended with him storming out of the door of their shared apartment going who knows where. He was most likely in the city. That didn’t matter right now though, because all she wanted was to see her lovely boyfriend again. She was all alone and she needed him now. That was it! She wiped her tears and texted him back:

Yes please… Come back! I need you now, here, in my arms again! <3 I don’t know how I can do this without you, I just… need you now <3

In the dark of the city, at a local bar sat Shoto Todoroki. In his hand was a shot glass with whiskey. He gripped it tight and poured it down in one go, the strong alcohol flowing down his throat. It was probably his third, maybe fourth glass of it, but that wasn’t the most important thought he had at the moment. His eyes were glued to the bar-table he sat by, the bartender cleaning some glasses on the other side by the corner. “Another shot of whiskey please.” Shoto’s voice came out as bland and emotionless. The bartender lifted his gaze from the glass he was cleaning to the boy across from him. “Of course sir. It will be your fifth shot this evening though, are you alright?” The bartender spoke in concern as he took the bottle and poured the amount in the glass Shoto still held in his hand. Shoto’s eyes narrowed in question: Was he alright? Is this really what he should be doing now, drinking his thoughts away? He let go of the glass and shoved it away from him, the liquid still in the glass. No, he should return to Y/N soon, this was ridiculous! Him drinking? That was so unlike him! He remembered though that his father used to drink after a difficult job at the agency, after a task that didn’t seem to reach a conclusion, or just after a general hard day. The thought angered Shoto. He was turning like his old man... great.

Shoto reached for his phone in his pocket and decided to check if she had responded to his messages. Maybe the three messages he sent was making him seem desperate? That was the last thing he wanted to do. He switched his gaze from the phone in his hand to the door of the establishment. Maybe she would walk through that door soon and surprise him, hug him and tell him that everything was ok. Sweep in the way like he remembered she did before. But no, she didn’t. It wouldn’t be that easy anyways. He returned to look at the phone when the message sound reached his ears. His eyes widened… she answered!

Yes please… Come back! I need you now, here, in my arms again! <3 I don’t know how I can do without you, I just… need you now <3

The simple message brought him so much joy and relief. He stood up from the bar-chair and handed the bartender some money plus tip. “Keep the change and I didn’t need the fifth shot anyways. Excuse me.” He grabbed his jacket and put it on in a hurry, scrambling out the door to get back to his girlfriend. “Ok then, have nice… night.” The bartender grabbed the money and watched as the two-toned hair boy went out the door, a smile on his face as he continued to clean the glasses.

Shoto ran as fast as he could back to the apartment where he knew you were. Luckily, the bar wasn’t that far away from the apartment complex you both lived in. He didn’t even think of calling a taxi, probably because he was a little drunk from the few whiskey shots he took. All he knew was that he needed to get back and reconcile with his lovely girlfriend and apologize for that stupid argument that caused this. What was it about again? He shook his head of the thought, the matter not being important anymore. He ran and ran, his lungs burning and his body begging for a little break, something that Shoto did not have the time for right now.

He reached the complex and decided to take the stairs rather than the elevator, the adrenaline in him kicking. The elevator would have been faster, but he didn’t think of anything other than seeing you again. Your beautiful (h/c) hair that he loved to brush his fingers through, your glowing (e/c) eyes he could stare at hours after hours, your magnificent (s/c) skin he loved to touch with his hands. After many flights of stairs his eyes started to tear up from the thought of seeing you again. Everyone who knew him knew that Shoto Todoroki didn’t cry. He always wore a calm expression, almost looking bored sometimes, but he never cried. He did now though, letting his eyes water. He blinked trying to push the tears back, but he couldn’t deny it any longer.

He now stood in front of the door to the apartment, trying to catch his breath. He lifted his hand and knocked three times. After a painfully long moment (at least to Shoto), the door opened wide and Shoto’s eyes widened when seeing you standing there looking up at him with red eyes. Oh no. He made you cry. That… he didn’t even think of that possibility. “I-eh…” Shoto couldn’t find the proper words. He had something planned out on the way to the apartment, but now he wasn’t able to say any of it! “Oh I…” Y/N was exactly the same. The words just didn’t want to come out. They both stared at each other, no one uttering a single word. Until Shoto decided to take a step forward and then another. Y/N in response took a step back and then another, as they both moved further into the apartment. When Shoto finally entered the apartment fully, he immediately closed the door behind him without looking away from Y/N. She waited for her boyfriend to make a move, and to her surprise and shock, he did just that.

Shoto’s hands took hold of Y/N’s face and she didn’t get the time to react in any way as he locked their lips together in a loving kiss, finally letting the tears he had in his eyes fall down his cheeks. Y/N’s eyes widened briefly before closing and letting her own tears cascade down her cheeks as well. The kiss felt warm and for Y/N it felt like all the sadness and anger from before faded away in an instant. It was almost like the kiss made light return into the room. And that light felt amazing for both of them!

They separated and looked each other in the eyes, (e/c) eyes staring lovingly at grey and cyan blue orbs. Both were left panting due to the intense kiss they just shared. “I am so sorry that I yelled at you, Y/N. I- I immediately regretted what I said. I love you so much, and I really appreciate you being in my life! I want you to know that!” Shoto’s voice came out so… broken, and Y/N immediately knew that he had been trying not to cry but eventually succumbed to the tears anyway. Y/N gave him a smile, eyes still teary from earlier. “I’m also very sorry. I love you so so much too! I love being with you every day, and I want you to know that you can come to me with your problems so that we can try to solve them together! Let’s do that next time, m‘kay, so that we can avoid fighting like we did now.?” Y/N moved her hands from her sides to grasp Shoto’s hands. His was so warm, ironically though since you would think his quirk would make one of them cold. But nevertheless it was such a comfortable feeling. Being here, with him, together again.

“It’s like you said: I literally don’t know how I can do without you. I need you… now and always.” Shoto declared with a soft smile playing on his lips. Y/N smiled back at him. “I feel the same, Sho!” She lunged at him and hugged him tight, with him immediately wrapping his arms around her returning the hug. “Want to chill on the couch, maybe watch a movie and cuddle?” Y/N asked, looking up at Shoto with still blank eyes. He looked down at her, smiled lovingly and gave a simple answer: “Yes.”

And that’s how you two ended up on the couch, a random movie playing in the background, while you and Shoto were lying together on the couch cuddling close. Your head was placed in his lap and he played with your hair with one hand while the other was holding yours, fingers intertwined. The movie was becoming the least important thing happening at the moment. You were busy showing your love and giving comfort to each other. “Are you even watching the movie, Sho?” You suddenly asked looking up at him. He answered with a shrug of his shoulders accompanied by “No not really. Are you though?” He looked down at the girl with a knowing grin. She smiled sheepishly and hid her face in his sweater before giving a very muffled answer “No.” He just chuckled at her action and continued to play with her hair. Y/N removed her face from his sweater and continued to lay comfortable in his hold. The comfortable silence took over again.

The hours passed and before you knew it, the movie was finished and was currently playing the end credits. On the couch was a passed out Shoto and Y/N, comfortably bundled together, their soft breaths being the only sound in the room. They were both fast asleep, but still they were holding hands, looking like neither wanted to let go. This was their comfort: Each other. Even fights like the one they had many hours ago wasn’t enough to seperate them for long. They knew they would apologize afterwards, because they knew their shared love was stronger than any harsh words thrown at each other previously. It was clear as day, that the love between Shoto Todoroki and Y/N L/N was a strong bond that was gonna last long into the future, even into future fights their love would bring them back again. Because they also knew that they needed each other, always.

In the Defense of Mamoru Chiba ( Because Bitch I’m tried)

So this post is essentially going to be a thesis cause it’s about to be long. 

Before I start this let me say something that I realized about me over the years. 

I dislike misinformation and I like hard stone facts. I’m not going to believe you what you tell me unless you can show me the evidence. 

I dislike the fact people take something they may have heard someone else say over and over and think of it being facts without actually looking to it for themselves. 

The Sailor Moon fandom is so close to hitting 30 years old and it doesn’t make any damn sense that the same damn misinformation about a certain character ( well many characters but this one in particular) and still running rapid . Like seriously! We have google now so it’s no point for this misinformation (which I have faithfully used with other resources) still going on. It really doesn’t make any sense that it has gotten worse cause the simple fact that its way easier to find information now than it was in the early 90’s. Just because you have heard someone say “Oh he’s 20 years old dating a 14 old eww!”a million times, doesn’t mean it’s fucking true. Do your fucking research!

So this is me finally being like “Bitch I’m tried of writing mini essays! Let me write an entire thesis” because I know my followers are getting tired of me and hell I’m getting tired of myself. This is probably the first and only time I go this hard for a character because I’m sick of this character getting dragged so damn much by part of the fandom.

So these are the topics at hand 

Mamoru’s actual age

The Age Gap between Usagi and Mamoru

The Age of Majority for Japan

The Age of Consent for Japan

Japanese and America School Systems

Pedophilia

Blaming Naoko

But she’s 14! ( Not fucking forever) 

Other thing I need to mention.

Closing Rant

So let me already put a read more on this. 

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This has probably already been done but I want to get it out of my brain. Ok? Ok.

So, I've noticed that the sides have a specific colour they go by (of course): Roman/Red, Logan/Dark Blue, Patton/Light Blue and Virgil/Purple. And then we got Deceit/Yellow, with yellow being opposite of purple... And many videos later we get Remus/Green, with green being the opposite of red!.... Is it just me who likes that pattern??! I just had to check and searched up the colour circle and what do I find, yes, opposite colours! Maybe then the opposite of Logan's dark blue will be orange??... Who knows....

Again, wanted it out of my system. It's probably been done already, but why the hell not!

Can't wait for the next Sanders Sides video! But for right now, Thomas needs his sleep. And I'll make some fanart tomorrow of that new green-mean-bean!