"You've had enough, you want that ending,
Noose, knife or gun is just so tempting.
Your life means nothing, well not anymore.
Voices in your head you know you can't ignore.
The last ray of hope that tries to break through,
But it's too late, it can't reach you.
Hell has taken you, down to its core,
Tears fall down; "don't want to live anymore!"
Will someone miss you, you really don't know,
Your life feels empty and melts away like snow.
That's it. You're sick of it all. You're finished. You're done.
Who's stopping you? Not a single soul. No one.
You take your final breath. This decision, are you happy or not?
Just another soul that the Earth forgot."
- By me.
So I had a random thought I wanted to get out. Also, I'm thinking about maybe doing this "random thought" thing to a trend for myself here on Tumblr... Anyway!
I was just scrolling through something Steven Universe related on Instagram when I realised that fan art of corrupted Steven has become popular... I myself LOVE the idea of Steven getting corrupted in a future episode! And I have also noticed a trend in these fan arts. That trend is drawing Steven crying or scared of what's happening (the transformation/corruption). Now this made me realise: Has the Steven Universe turned angsty? Not in the bad way, but rather good way.
I've also seen that Steven with pink eyes and Steven with a more emo/don't care-ish type of attitude is becoming popular when drawing fan art... I love this fandom a lot!😌 I'll maybe draw some fanart myself... Not sure if I wanna publish it. But the point of this post was the corruption fan art that is everywhere. Keep on drawing angst my friends!!
Gotta love angsty Steven! He's so much more of a teenager now!😏 Also, I've seen the 2 newest episodes and I love that Pearl got confident in shapeshifting again and I LOVE Freckles (AKA nice new freckles Lapis)!
Thank you for your time!
I don't know what to say!!!
This is so beautiful!!!
Look at my boy Lucifer!!!
Also, if this is an April Fools joke... I will riot.... and I know all other Obey Me fans will join me on that one... right? Because we want an anime!!!
What a surprise me and my sister got! Turned on the TV today and Teen Titans Go airs the whole day today...😑 but that wasn't the surprise. No, the surprise was that Teen Titans airs in between those episodes! The original series!🤩 Me and my sister got super exited and we're watching it right now! The nostalgia! I will always love the original series not the reboot that we have now...😒
🎶Cuz when the world needs heroes on patrol... Teen Titans Go! 1 2 3 4 go, TEEN TITANS!!🎶
Ok thanks for the tag Liz! I don't follow a lot of people tho so... it'll be a little difficult to tag people, so I won't tag anyone!
Last song: "Sincerely Me" from the musical Dear Evan Hansen (from the original cast recording)
Last movie: I don't know... I have the worst short time memory so... sorry!😆
Currently reading: Haven't read a book in a while, but the last thing I read was a one-shot here on Tumblr about Izuru Kamukura from Danganronpa.
Currently watching: I don't have a specific thing I'm watching right now, but the last thing I watched entirely was the first semifinal of Eurovision on TV.
Currently craving: Salted potato chips and soda and/or energy drink!😝
catch up game
tagged by @crockettmarcel - tysm nova!!
rules: tag nine people you want to catch up with/know better
last song: wanker by the oozes (we love a good anti-monarchist bop)
last movie: plagues of breslau? i think
currently reading: death and nightingales by eoin mccabe (my english teacher loaned it to me at the start of the month but it’s such a mindfuck that i’m really-reading it)
currently watching: seal team (at long fucking last), black mirror, altered carbon
currently craving: singapore noodles and the will to live through the week
tagging @lemonzestywrites , @incorrectswatquotes , @just-arather-veryconfused-being , @disasterfandoms , @galaxysanduniversesinmymind , @chibsytelford , @madhare0512 , @jaxjax-assass , & @codebreaker-alex-manes
CAN Y'ALL HEAR MY UGLY CRYING IN THE DISTANCE!!😭😭
Okay so I didn't actually cry, but my eyes was definitely teary and ready to cry ugly tears!😆
I never thought I would get this invested in a game, let alone an otome game, but I did! The story and the characters, it all was so engaging and exciting!
Early on, a little after I downloaded the game, it didn't have the same effect on me... I considered uninstalling it, but something just made me continue on, thinking that the story might get even better and more exciting, AND IT DID!!😁💕
I love many of the different events, I have my favorite characters and I have favorite lessons and parts of the story!❤
To see that I was nearing lesson 20, and (what I like to call) the end of the "main" storyline after the 1 year exchange program... it got me!
I finally watched the pilot of Hazbin Hotel! And boy do I have opinions!
First of all, I love so much about the show! It's characters, the colors, the personalities, the surprisingly adult humour, and overall just the idea behind this! It's a surprisingly good concept and I can't say that I've seen anything like this before! Creds to Vivziepop for this unique idea!
Hope to see more in the future! I've considered making an OC but I need to collect more info about the show. And if you haven't seen it yet, go on YouTube and consider watching it! If you like something different and unique, and you don't mind adult humour, then you should give Hazbin Hotel a try! I was positively surprised!
!!!WARNING!!! SPOILERS FOR THE MOVIE, SO IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN IT YET, JUST SKIP THIS POST!!! Or if you don’t care for spoilers at all, just keep reading...
Okay, so I just came home from watching Spider-Man: Far From Home at my local cinema and eh... I’m still so hyped!! It really was a great movie to end the third phase of the MCU. I stayed after the credits (as a real Marvel-fan do, ofc) and boy did I get a surprise! I will mention the credit scenes, but I’ll leave that for last.
Okay, so firstly, it was a great movie. Good mix of action, humor, and feels. I loved that opening when the Marvel logo came, but instead of the usual theme in the back, it was “I Will Always Love You”... I love these movies, so much. Secondly, Oh my god, I am MAD! Why you may ask? Mysterio... just Mysterio. I am so mad that he tricked Peter the way he did and lied to him. Don’t get mad at me and attack me with “oh but Mysterio was always a villain in the comics”-thing cuz I never read the comics. I’m only 16 years old (just like Peter in the movie! Yee!) and therefore I never grew up with the old comics. But still, I had read some theories before I watched the movie that it was unsure if they would stick to the old canon and keep Mysterio the villain or change him up and make him an ally to Spider-Man. So I had that as a thought in the back of my head. But still, I have to give Jake Gyllenhaal credit for playing a really great and unstable character as Mysterio turned out to be. Gotta love the villain!
Moving on, the scenes between Peter and MJ... I SHIP IT!! And of course, they ended up together! Yee! X3 I really loved how MJ confessed during that fight in London to the others that she tells the truth even if it can be hurtful towards others. I don’t see that as a weakness, but rather as a strongpoint which makes me like MJ more. She is a strong and capable female character who is not that standard “damsel in distress” type of girl and I like that.
Next, Happy. I have to talk about Happy. He has his scenes in the movie and I really appreciate his character more now that he is more understanding, protective and caring of Peter. A scene that really got to me was when he picked up Peter in the Netherlands. He walked out of the jet and asked what happened and Peter just needed to be sure that it was the real Happy and not just an illusion because come on, he is crushed after he was betrayed by someone he thought he could trust... I felt so sorry for Peter at that moment. He just wanted a normal holiday, with his class, his friends, and potentially, his future girlfriend. Peter was so relieved that he was the real Happy and just gave him a hug. And Happy, being the concerned and probably also scared guardian he was, asked Peter if he was okay. That is why I love Happy more now. In Homecoming, he was cold and a little distant from Peter, but that was probably because of Peter being a young teenager just starting out as Spider-man. In FFH however, he was more protective and welcoming and positive towards Peter because he KNOWS that Peter has grown and is still devastated after what happened in Endgame. Peter lost a great inspiration and father-figure, and as a 16-year-old, of course, that is difficult. Peter’s tear-stained red eyes and messy hair in the trailer shows us a crushed teen who feels like he can’t do the great things that everyone believes he can do.
Finally, I will conclude this already long post with the end-credit scenes. Peter and MJ swinging through New York, just yes. Peter with his new suit, more yes. The news showing the attack from London and Mysterio’s message... eh, what?? Yeah, that was a surprise! I sat there, in the cinema with wide eyes and just millions of thoughts going through my head. Did Mysterio survive, or was that the last message before he finally died? Does a Multi-verse actually exist or was that too a part of Mysterio’s lie/illusion? And also, WHAT THE HECKITY-HECK, PETER’S IDENTITY??!! Is Peter fucked now or is he fucked?? And also, again, DAMN YOU MYSTERIO! WHY DID YOU BLAME PETER FOR THE LONDON THING??!! AAAARRRRGGGHHH!!! And lastly, this is the last by the way, promise... J. K. Simmons playing J. Jonah Jameson. Cool to finally see this character in the MCU.
I hope you got all the way through that! It was a lot, even for me. If you got any thoughts, please comment. Also, I probably did not mention everything but I don’t remember everything in detail. It really was a great movie! 10/10 from me. Really suggest watching it. Great balance between action and humor.
The pic says everything, so I’ll keep this short:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KOMAEDA-KUN!!
That’s all. Have a nice day everyone... X3
oh no shels I’m so sorry, is there anything we can do for you?🦋
For anyone that is able to donate, here is the info on how to do it:
Obviously I know most of you can’t and that’s fine. But if you’d like to spread the word then please do!! There are currently 500 students who need housing for the foreseeable future. Two student housing residences on campus have burnt down so that’s 200 students that won’t even have a place to go back to once the fires are out.
As of last night (18 April), there were 3 buildings that were burnt. One of which was the fucking library of all things.
If you’re able to donate, please do so!! Or spread the word so that it can reach someone who can donate.
Here are some pictures for anyone that’s wondering what it’s like:
(That’s inside the library. The library is pretty much gutted now)
And as of this morning, this is the smoke from the top of my building (and I love 20 minutes away from the uni)
So yeah. If you can help, please do 🖤