I Don't Know What To Say!!!

Dear readers,

I'm reaching out to you right now, not out of joy, but out of fear. Cocoa-fells (riz-gukgak-is-best) is not responding to messages after posting that she was scared of possible actions her homophobic religious parents might take if they figured out that she and her sister were LGBTQ+. Cocoa is a genderfluid biromantic asexual (I'll be using she/her for this post) and her sister is gay.

Cocoa contacted @fangirlsftw (aka Katie) and I on the 8th (we've both known her for about a year and spoke off and on) really worried about her parents finding out her and her sister's identities and how the controlling (taking away of electronics, not allowing contact, etc.) and verbal threats had been escalating with her parents and her friend's parents. Her parents also believe gays are evil. Katie suggested a gofundme to help her raise the funds to get out of the environment with her sister, her best friend (who is also in a bad situation), and her dog. She also agreed to do a daily check in with me and a relative.

Basically My Life

Basically My Life

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After the post went up, Cocoa found out that her mom had gone to her stepdad with suspicions about her and her sister. She said that her parents believed their lies about the LGBTQ+ stuff, but they did find out that her sister was no longer a believer and that Cocoa had doubts (she said that she told them she was leaning towards yes, but still). They appeared to take it remarkably well, but Cocoa still felt anxious due to them nearly finding out everything after successfully hiding her identity for so long.

Cocoa's last check in was October 12th at 10:20pm EST. Her gofundme was taken down and refunds were issued. On October 15th at 5:52pm, I got this message.

The message wasn't written in her normal voice and felt... off, so I reached back out to make sure that the person could confirm that they were Cocoa (and not someone else with her account information). No response. Katie and several of our friends have reached out as well and got no response from her tumblr or discord. Not long after that, Cocoa's tumblr account was deactivated.

If you have any information, please reach out to us. Otherwise, please boost this so that it might be seen by someone who can help.

And before anybody says it, I know that this is the internet. That I could be in for a world of hurt and heckling by the end of all of this. But the truth is, I will never let the possibility of hurt feelings stop me from ensuring that a friend is safe. So please, humor me for now and help however you can.

--Update--

It's been 6 days since Cocoa last checked in. 72 hours since I received the message that we strongly believe was not from her. We have no new information at this time, BUT we were able to find two of her worried online friends and update them on the situation.

This post is spreading. There is still hope that someone with information or that knows Cocoa in real life will see it. So I'm asking you, please help us. If you're able, you can even share it on other platforms (reddit, twitter, instagram...) as long as you remember to link back to either this post or one of our tumblrs so someone with information has a place to go.

And Cocoa? If you see this, it's gonna be okay. We will find you. I'm not giving up on you. None of us are. We got you.

CAN Y'ALL HEAR MY UGLY CRYING IN THE DISTANCE!!😭😭

Okay so I didn't actually cry, but my eyes was definitely teary and ready to cry ugly tears!😆

I never thought I would get this invested in a game, let alone an otome game, but I did! The story and the characters, it all was so engaging and exciting!

Early on, a little after I downloaded the game, it didn't have the same effect on me... I considered uninstalling it, but something just made me continue on, thinking that the story might get even better and more exciting, AND IT DID!!😁💕

I love many of the different events, I have my favorite characters and I have favorite lessons and parts of the story!❤

To see that I was nearing lesson 20, and (what I like to call) the end of the "main" storyline after the 1 year exchange program... it got me!

🔥❄HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHOTO TODOROKI❄🔥

I have never felt something for an anime character SO MUCH before like I have with him! He's just so cool (no pun intended), smart, talented and nice!

He's like... what I would want in a boyfriend when it comes to personality and looks! He's got flaws and such sure, but he's making up for it by being a freaking hottie!!!😍

I would love to write something for him once... but I don't have the time cuz of school and such. Hopefully, I'll find time to write one day!❤

Again, a very happy birthday to the half and half, icyhottie himself!❄🔥❄🔥❄🔥

It may be 1st of July, but let this rainbow remind you that you need to be proud of who you are! No matter gender or personality, you can love whoever you want, cuz LOVE IS LOVE!!🌈🏳️‍🌈❤🧡💛💚💙💜

The pic says everything, so I’ll keep this short:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KOMAEDA-KUN!!

That’s all. Have a nice day everyone... X3

CAN Y'ALL HEAR MY UGLY CRYING IN THE DISTANCE??!!!😭😭

Okay so I didn't actually cry, but my eyes was definitely teary and ready to cry ugly tears!😆

I never thought I would get this invested in a game, let alone an otome game, but I did! The story and the characters, it all was so engaging and exciting!

Early on, a little after I downloaded the game, it didn't have the same effect on me... I considered uninstalling it, but something just made me continue on, thinking that the story might get even better and more exciting, AND IT DID!!😁💕

I love many of the different events, I have my favorite characters and I have favorite lessons and parts of the story!❤

To see that I was nearing lesson 20, and (what I like to call) the end of the "main" storyline after the 1 year exchange program... it got me! It literally felt like I had grown with the characters and like the year was real! So of course it hit me in the feels when I was supposed to leave!🥺💕

It's not over though! The game is at... lesson 60 now, is it? And literally next lesson we're like *poofs back into the Devildom* "SURPRISE SHAWTYYYY!!!" So yeah! We're far from finished!😁😆

Just felt like I had to share this experience, cuz it was very heartfelt for me!❤💕

Honestly, “he’s going through a phase” and “he did it because he likes you” is making me mad! And also, “she was asking for it” and “she’s just overreacting” is wrong to use as an excuse for violent behaviour! Violence is never ok!!

This is important hello (x)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LUCIFER!!

June 6th is Lucifer's birthday and I will celebrate it with a drawing of mine! It's my MC (Lea) giving a gift to the birthday boy himself!❤

When I first started Obey Me, I immediately fell for Lucifer! I don't even know what it was: The fact that he is the oldest, his good-looking appearance, his interesting personality... it just happened! Even his sadistic side is intriguing to me!😏❤

I will continue to play Obey Me as long as I can, and I'm excited to see more scenarios with Lucifer!

Again, happy birthday to Lucifer, the Avatar of Pride!!

You’re living in Hell and you realize that the 7 demon brothers you live with use you as a therapist because they’re all in need of it.

I don’t even know if that is a boring description enough! XD

‘You are trying to slap some sense into your ex-boyfriend, while he does not let you sleep.’

OKAY PEOPLE, LISTEN UP!!

This has probably already been done but I want to get it out of my brain. Ok? Ok.

So, I've noticed that the sides have a specific colour they go by (of course): Roman/Red, Logan/Dark Blue, Patton/Light Blue and Virgil/Purple. And then we got Deceit/Yellow, with yellow being opposite of purple... And many videos later we get Remus/Green, with green being the opposite of red!.... Is it just me who likes that pattern??! I just had to check and searched up the colour circle and what do I find, yes, opposite colours! Maybe then the opposite of Logan's dark blue will be orange??... Who knows....

Again, wanted it out of my system. It's probably been done already, but why the hell not!

Can't wait for the next Sanders Sides video! But for right now, Thomas needs his sleep. And I'll make some fanart tomorrow of that new green-mean-bean!