Bestie made me a qpr bat. Don’t talk to me I’m too busy not crying out of happiness (I cried as soon as I was alone because it’s just so nice)
I asked my therapist and she didn’t have an answer so I turn to tumblr
I get this feeling sometimes and it’s usually when I’m overwhelmed either REALLY happy or any amount of upset and it’s like I go from feeling like I usually do (mid teens, a bit younger then I actually am) to feeling like I’m back to grub a child.
I have no idea what this is so and idea of what it is would be great.
When you work the same shift as your qpp and everything becomes a two person job
@grey-loves-dragons
“I could not stay right here for a bootty call” @grey-loves-dragons
Latest list of why I can’t sleep
- too overwhelmed about getting a present from bestie
-weighted blanket is too heavy and not heavy enough at the same time
-Decided I didn’t want to take my sleeping meds because I want to wake up early tomorrow
-my fish are upstairs
- I’m hungry
-I’m thirsty
- I realized I’ll have to eat and drink tomorrow and it’s icky
Our love can not be defined
The pull and push of labels used to explain
The feelings we have inside
The touch of our bodies
The spark created, ignited in our minds
The label of obscurities
Identities of loving
Loving you in ways that cannot be explained
With simple words of their life
We’re something else, but not new
We are not just friends, not dating, not lovers
We’re creating something true
I’m questioning their motives
Why do they hate me loving platonically?
Do they hate the way I live?
Do they hate the love we feel?
Joy we share? Trust we feel? That we can care
Do they think our love is not real?
@grey-loves-vikings DO NOT READ THIS (joking please do) it’s so cringe (cringe is dead) (also, lmk when you read because sending it to you was TOO MUCH)

Tw: suicide
Does anyone else start to feel suicidal when they can’t tell what’s wrong. Am I just super depressed. Is this neurodivergency.
Whenever I can’t tell what I’m feeling it’s like it all just becomes negative thoughts and suicidal thinking.
Any advice
#Work song by hozier but platonically