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Going back to school sucks.

Everyone is much further ahead than me.

All my school friends can drive and I’m even a couple months older than them but I can’t drive. I don’t want to drive because it isn’t something I want to focuse on.

I could probably get my liscence but I don’t have a car in comfy driving. I don’t enjoy driving. But my mother and dad are always on my ass. I can’t even take my test. My dad’s truck isn’t reliable to take a test in and my mom’s car has a huge crack in the windshield.

Why would I spend money and get my parents to spend money so I can get my drivers when I have NO WHERE TO FUCKING GO.

And then there’s the whole problem with me not being able to function.

My mom wants me to get another job because I only get 12 hours on my pay stub but I can hardly handle that.

I can’t function at the same level as my peers and no one understands that

I told my therapist that I feels like my support needs are getting more and more. She basically told me that im just doing to much so they show up more.

That is not what’s happening. Last year I could handle going to work after school and doing therapy and hanging out with people.

Over a three month period now I can’t go to work without shutting down and I’m not going to school because of summer. Therapy takes everything out of me and I can only hang out with my one friend for more than 30 minutes at a time.

I’m doing less and I need more help. It makes no sense

And now I have a week to go back to school and everyone else in my grade is able to function normally and balance school and personal life and have a bunch of friends and drive and make time for themselves and work. And they can do that all with no help.

But when I tell my mom and dad that I don’t want to get my liscence because I zone out a lot when I’m alone, or when I throw a fit because something isn’t the way I like it, my parents say that I’m over reacting or I’m being lazy

I love complaining. Complaining is such a universal activity.

Early in the week, it’s Monday 🙄

Hungry, I haven’t eaten In AGES

Tired, I need a nap

The complaints just keep coming

I’ll complain about school, I’ll complain about classmates, I’ll complain about being trans, I’ll complain about being mentally ill.

I don’t actually want to fix anything I just LOVE to complain

My uncle :the second result is quora

Grandma: who is quora

To be or not to be…

That is not the question

The question is, am I aro ace or am I just faking it?

(I’m not and I just have imposters syndrome)

“How’s your head?”

There have been some vary prominent complaints.

(This is a joke, I’m aro ace.)

(I meant there has been some complaints but I do not care )

Someone!!! I need a new idea for a Kandi prodject. I have made a small rotator and a bunch of simple small cuffs. WHAT DO I MAKE NEXT

T-minus two days till hell, sorry I mean exams, start!

4 exams out of four blocks

Somebody will need to come and move my body by the end of the week so that I don’t shut down

My favourite podcast changed the picture that shows on Spotify and I’m going to go FUCKING. Insane!!!!

Edit: I still can’t listen to it

Johnny and pony are in a qpr and they will always be together

What do you mean that Jonny does so they can’t be in a qpr FOREVER…

YOUR HONOUR, THIS MAN IS SLANDERING THE NAMES OF THESE BOYS

Me and my squish are hanging out tomorrow and it’s not even part of our preset schedule. We be SO flowy

@grey-loves-dragons