My Current Wishlist. 🥀

This day cannot be any worst 😞

I told the moon buried behind the dark clouds that "It's okay. Soon those dark clouds will pass by and evryone will be able to see how brightly you can shine."

Then, I realized those are the words i need the most and i supposed to say them to myself first.

Don't worry dearself soon your struggles and worries will be gone just like the dark clouds and we'll be happy and bright again 🙂

I just have one wish for my birthday this year. I do not want to cry. It's fine if no one celebrates me or give me surprises. It's perfectly fine even if no one wishes me. Please don't be sad about those things dear self. You have me to celebrate you and make you feel happy. We don't need someone else to do it for us. So, please don't cry on the day you'll be turning 22. Please don't :)

Colour Run KMM 2019

I played with colour powder today for the first time. Today my college is celebrating its 20th anniversary. So due to that we had many activies and many people including alumni, people from nearby housing area, parents and many more came to our college today. We had food stalls and other activities. Colour run was one of it. Firstly in the morning we ran around the college in the college compound. Then after that the winners were announced. First 150 students won the medal. Then started the most important moment. It's none other than colour fight. Evryone started targeting their friends and throw colour powder towards them. The field was full of colours flying in the air. We all were wearing a white shirt provided so it made the colour clearly visible and added more fun to it. Some were chasing their friends to throw colour on them while the other were throwing colours on their friends' faces and shirt.

I threw the powder high in the sky. And it fell back on me again. That made me so happy. I was surrounds by colours. For some reason my heart felt that happines. My friends threw colour powder on me and i also threw back at them. Since i wear spectacle, my spec all got colour. 😔🤭 But it was still fun though. This is my first time playing colour powder. Indians used to celebrate this as holy but since its rarely celebrated in my country i have never celebrated or played with it before. So i was double excited. But one weird thing is my colour powders didnt finish at all. It was like a magic packet. I kept using the colour powder in it but still i had some left. So in the end i had to give my colour powder to friends and asked them to finish it. It's weird right. I was super excited today. I even jumped in the air to express my happiness. I also took alot of pictures as memories. With my friends and without my friends too.

The only thing that worried me was i didnt had enough friends. I only had 3 of them to play colour powder with me. It would have been best if i had many friends. And that's how your supposed to enjoy this game too. That's the only thing i wasnt satisfied about. But yet I enjoyed myself. My first experience of playing with colour powder turned into one of my beautiful memory. And one of the bucket list is ticked off.

Here's a picture taken before the run. My shirt was as white as a paper.

And here the picture after the run (ft. Nysaa and Nad)

This is me with my classmate. Actually there were some more of them but couldnt find them all at that time. So we just took it with whom were there. Haha

Honestly I had a lot of fun today even though i didnt had many people to share the fun with me. I shared the joy with those who are genuinely happy to share the fun with me. I want to have more days like this in future. And I wanted to shared that joy with many more people. Hopefully it'll happen soon.

Anyways thank you KMM for organizing such a great event today and giving us opportunity to make great memories with loved ones.

And yeah Happy 20th Anniversary KMM 🥳🥳 Thank you for the life lessons you're teaching me. Even though you are lack in some ways and give me hard times sometime I'll take it as a way to improve myself as a person. And I'll make sure to make you proud too. Just like how your previous students (alumni) did. Thank you and I love you 😘💕

P.S : I'm writing this right after came back from the colour run. I havent took my bath yet. Then only i'll see the colour river flowing in my bathroom 🤭😂😂.

~spotify on shuffle~

*spring day music plays*

Me : 보고싶다...

*japenese version plays*

😑😑😑

Food tastes better when you share together

😠😥😒

For the first time today I cried while talking to my mom after joined KMM. I always be very careful not to make my mom feel worried about me in KMM. But today I really couldnt control and I bursted out crying. I'll never forget this day. Those who made me cry be ready. I'll make sure you pay back for making me cry and making my mom feel worried too. Damn because of some useless selfish bitches i cried today and make my mom feel worried too. I make sure you all answer for this.

𝕀 𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥

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