𝕀 𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥

The person you're first thinking of when you're sad is really precious to you. Dont let them go no matter what. I repeat DONT LET THEM GO.

😠😥😒

For the first time today I cried while talking to my mom after joined KMM. I always be very careful not to make my mom feel worried about me in KMM. But today I really couldnt control and I bursted out crying. I'll never forget this day. Those who made me cry be ready. I'll make sure you pay back for making me cry and making my mom feel worried too. Damn because of some useless selfish bitches i cried today and make my mom feel worried too. I make sure you all answer for this.

Be Kind Be Brave 🙂

Sometimes, it is not always what you see or what you hear. There's always more to it. And never a single time I felt included. No. Not even once. Maybe that's why I wasn't so fond of it. Or maybe that's why I want to leave. You have be selfish sometimes in order to save yourself. And in this case, I'll always choose myself. Because for me, it was never us. It has always been them.

The day my sticker completely disappear, I'll remove myself from this too. Unless, I feel included at least by then.

Ocean, desert, the world

Everything is the same thing Different name

I see ocean, I see desert, I see the world

Everything is the name thing with different name

It's Life Again

Sea, BTS

I'm 21 ❤

I turn 21 today. On 5th of January 2022. Somehow I'm very proud that I achieved this number. 21 years of living, how many times have I cried over so many ridiculous and heartbreaking things and how many times have I genuinely laugh out loud. 21 years of living, I have learnt a lot. And I want to keep on learning. And I want to see the world. not just the small world I've seen so far but the big wide world out there. I want to go and explore and maybe find a friend. It's been more than 6 years since I had a friend. since the last time, my ex so-called best friend left me without even telling me why. Oh wait, she did when I asked. She told me that my moody self was annoying and that she didn't wanted my friendship anymore. Well at least she had a reason for leaving, unlike the other so-called best friend I had, who stopped talking all of a sudden without any reason (rumors have it that her mother hated me for being friend with the girl she dislike so my wonderful ex best friend being the loyal daughter she is, cut off my friendship *sighs*). Thanks to god everything is in past tense. I haven't find any best friend or even a close friend since then but I honestly wish I will soon. And there it is my birthday wish. To find a best friend. But I don't want to force myself to find a friend. I don't think i cant effort to lose another friend after treating them as my best friend with my whole heart. That hurts a lot. A lot. I want best friend, my genuine and desperate wish. it feels so jealous to see everyone having a good time with their best friends, seeing them eating together, going out together and spending time together. I wish I'll have those days soon too.

And my second wish is to be brave. I know I've always been brave, but I wish I have a little more or maybe even a lot more of braveness. they said the first step is the scariest and once you move pass that everything else will fall into place. but the thing is, to take that very first step, the amount of courage ness you are going to need is indescribable. Some does it easily, and some needs that extra spoon of courage to take that first step. In my case, I think I'm going to need a whole bucket of that courage hahahaha. Like I said, I have always been brave, when i went to the beach alone for the first time when in matriculation (it still scares me how anything could have happened, just anything when that grab driver went to a wrong deserted place because i chose the place wrongly.) But don't worry. I don't make sill mistakes like choosing wrong destination anymore. You know I'm 21. Or even i had to go to hospital last year due to lack of Hb and almost got blood transfusion. I cried a lot but I was still brave for being able to face it. Well, at least for me. I know I'm brave but I would like to be more brave. I believe i will be soon.

I wanna live. live the life I want. be happy and do everything I wish I can. I want to be more brave.. Let's live; happily and bravely.

I really hate it and feels mad when I knew that someone is copying everything i do and trying to follow me. But when i think about it again i'll feel that how low of a life they must be living that they are desperate to live like someone else 🙄😒 so that's why i'll just let it slide 😒😒

🚩Looking for friend!!

Hey there! I hope you're having a great day. Which I hope I'll have soon. The reason I'm writing this post now is because I am looking for a friend. I'm sick of waiting for a miracle, hoping that my friend will surely appear in front of me and we'll have the great time of my time. I'm tried of spending my time alone with no one beside me to create memories or share the memories with me, to laugh with me and to be there when I am having a hard time. I no more want to be jealous of other who have friends, who go together everywhere there are going, or eat together or celebrate each other's birthdays together. Thus, here I am looking for a friend. At least an online friend. Below are about me:

Name: Loweena

Nationality: Malaysian

Age:21

Zodiac: Capricorn

Characteristics: Willing to change myself, as long as you stay as my friend. I just need a friend. Anyone. From anywhere. From any age. It doesn't matter. I can be your friend.

SLIDE TO DM IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN BECOMING MY FRIEND.

*at shop when i bought bread and vitegan*

🧓 : total of rm2. here's your straw girl

👧 : nvrmind. I dont want straw.

🧓 : oh. dont want straw. you loves the turtles eh ?

👧 : 😊

Dearself,

Let's earn lots of money.