My Life In KMM In Short. But I'll Never Stop Running Towards My Goals No Matter How Thorny The Part Is

Why no one's helping me ??? 😫

Pomegranate Feast 😋

I want both

When I was there today, standing along the shore and doing sampling, I didn't wanted to leave the ocean. I was standing inside the water a bit farther from the shore but not that much. When i turned around and look at the vast ocean, it looked beautiful. The weather was also perfect today, neither too sunny nor cloudy at all. And the timing was also perfect. The chill and waves that were hitting my legs, I didn't wanted to move away from it. Even a step. That's when I thought of it. That I want my future self to do this too. Of course, I want to do laboratory work. I have imagined myself working in a laboratory environment countless times. I have no doubt in that. But after today, it made me realize that I want both. I do want to work in a laboratory but don't want to do it all the times. I also want to come out and work in the field. Meet small to big creatures to see what they're up to and let the wind pass through me. Get myself wet from playing/working in the ocean and get myself tired by fighting the waves just so I can have a good night's sleep. When my tired self comes home, I want to give myself a hot shower and full filling meal and then blop! I want to drop myself on my bed and sleep with no alarm set. Then, once I'm awake, I want to go the laboratory and take a closer look at the new creatures I found. That is how I would like to live. I don't want to spend the whole time stuck in the laboratory. Neither do I want to spend my whole time in the field. I want to do a job which balances both. I want to find pleasure by doing both. At least, that's what I believe.

There are some shots from today!! 💙

Also they was something about the ocean that made me feel weird. Made me feel somehow dizzy. I felt like floating. Today was the first time I'm stepping and standing in the ocean (minusing the time we did sampling for Dr. Mel's fieldwork session) after my diving practice. It somehow felt weird and calming at the same time.

Am i supposed to be grateful or not ?

The life i always wanted to live is got to live by others. Meanwhile i'm living a life others are dreaming to live. Coming to think of it i have never lived the life i've always wanted. It's sad to think that way but i have to be grateful with what i have rather than only thinking of those things that i dont have. I'm just not blessed enough.

Forever Young together with BTS ❤

This is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. If you’re not a BTS stan then you will be after watching this.

Raya celebration at KMM 💃💃

30/9/2022 ⚔🛡

Just posting 🤭🤫

HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY BTS (방탄소년단)!

yeah, the past was honestly the best but my best is what comes next

2013 → 2022

I'm not asking for a boyfriend but atleast a friend 😔

If it is a bad day, we are hoping that tomorrow will be a good day. But what if that hope remain as hope only, and the good day never comes? what do we do then? keep hoping?