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Y/N: Busy?

Bucky: Free for you, busy for others

Y/N: Stop being so cute.

Bucky: Cute for you, mean for others.

bucky got free from hydra after hearing steve's name from stark's speech and he ends the what if episode looking at the horizon of Brooklyn... he definitely went to find himself again, his love for steve got him free.

stucky won again

Shhhhhhhush, they're sleeping 🤫🩷

I loved drawing bearded Steve btw✏️

he looks so adorable when he’s confused 🫤

“... woah! hang on”.

12.16.91

ADHD at night: I could write a book. I could get my Master’s Degree. I could go to the club and come home with 12 new friends. I could get a job at that club and meet the mother of my children. I could cure every disease and use my wealth to bring world peace.

ADHD during the day: Fold laundry too hard :( Come back next week

I'm just like. Always on the verge of tears. If I sit still for too long and don't have something to occupy my brain, my eyes start welling up with tears and I find it hard to breathe. I don't even think I'm actively anxious about anything. Like there's background stuff, like always, but I'm fine lowkey. I just feel like bursting into tears wtf.

Thunderstorms were sent from Neurodivergent hell to terrorize autistic people (me) and it’s honestly ableist🌪️⛈️

Y/N: You always look so unapproachable.

Bucky: And yet here you are.

big sweater bonky for warmup :)

There's people for whom "we're leaving in the morning" means "we ride at dawn motherfuckers, you can finish waking up and getting dressed in the car, we'll grab breakfast somewhere along the way", and there's people for whom it means "we'll get going somewhere before noon".

And then they get married.

The one thing I think I could legitimately see myself wanting to do if I had any political clout whatsoever: I'd seek to censor Scary Material. Maybe not outright ban it, but make it so much easier for people who hate it to avoid it. I'm talking abilities to completely hide scary things from your vision when you're online, I'm talking banning it from all the main cable channels, I'm talking about finding ways to minimise the damage horror can do to people with sensitive nerves. In some ways, it sounds like I'm saying horror should be kind of treated similarly to how people treat stuff like porn. And I guess I kind of am. If sexually explicit material is blocked by parental controls and isn't allowed to be seen on the airwaves, then horror shouldn't be either. It's as simple as that.

| UNSTOPPABLE WASP (2018) #7

By Jeremy Whitley and Alti Firmansyah

A commission that I’ve worked on a while back.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

This was the second image in the series of illustrations featuring Bucky Barnes as The Winter Soldier during the four seasons. Here he is in winter, cuddled up with some animals.

These paintings were super fun to work on and made me step out of my comfort zone a bit, because I don’t draw characters a lot.

“Mom…Dad…I’m…” “Gay? We know sweetheart. And we still love yo—-“ “No I’m—“ “Trans too? Oh don’t worry dear we always kind of knew…” “No for the love of god I’ve been turned into a vampire!!”

After more than two years of total silence, here I'm again.

It has been a very tough time for my mental health and I almost completely stopped drawing. This is one of the few pieces I was able to do in the last years and... it's quite indicative of the state of mind I was in xD

Thankfully it's so much better now and I'm starting to enjoy drawing again <3

(Pss… If you want to follow me also on patreon you will find many - happier and spicy - new drawings!)

there are two sides of neurodivergency: socially awkward and awkwardly social.

I designed a Bucky hoodie and I’m obsessed

I need compensation for the amount of feelings I’ve developed when I look at bucky barnes.

There needs to be a warning label on him. ‘Warning: cute aggression may occur. Obsession is highly likely. Very addicting substance’ etc.

“I want my dog back.” You demand. The Book Keeper looks down “It says here that your dog died peacefully from old age- hang on, how did you get to the underworld? You’re not due here for decades.” You glare at them. “I don’t care what it says and you do not want to know the lengths I’ll go to.”

This is driving me insane because I swear this is this image:

But with like an AI filter style thing to turn it into a goth girl. I stg

fellow adhd folks, put in the tags your favourite ways to work with your adhd bc on god i am losing my mind

Me: “I can’t be autistic, I don’t have sensory issues.”

Also Me-

- The person who told me to try freezing grapes is my enemy.

- *Physically gagging from trying to eat a freeze dried strawberry*

- “I can’t sleep, my shirt is on.”

- This yogurt had pieces of fruit in it so I will let it spoil in the back of my fridge and die of starvation before I eat it.

- If anyone touches me right now I will become a safety hazard

- *Throwing myself off of furniture*

- Something is crinkling SOMEWHERE in the next room and if I don’t find it and destroy it I will never sleep again.

- This person’s headlights were too bright for 0.5 seconds and now I will have a migraine for the next 4 hours.

- My hands are wet MY HANDS ARE WET MAKE IT STOP

- What do you mean these clothes are dry? They’re clearly still damp, how do you not feel it? They’re still damp!

- These two rocks rubbed against each other and made a noise and I think I may have broken a tooth from clenching my jaw so hard

- If I am forced to wear jeans for more than 0.3 seconds upon entering my home I’m going to start crying

Feel free to add your own

I had a dream that I crashed a party with Sebastian Stan and his friends and after a while I somehow ended up next to him on a couch.

He put a hand on my thigh in a kinda possessive way.

Mine.

And suddenly all his friends were like “Welp, time to go”

But then I woke up.. and cried

When you tell them you have ADHD and autism and they say that's fine but then they find out it's not cutesy collecting hello Kitty and bouncy stimming autism and oopsie I can't pay attention ADHD,

its I can't go in the grocery store I can't vacuum I can't do dishes because of the sensory overload

it's we can go eat at a restaurant but as soon as I start getting overwhelmed I'm going to shut down completely and dissociate but tell you I'm fine

It's please snuggle me but I have to keep my headphones on because hearing is too much right now

It's thank you this new shirtjacketbraceletnecklace you bought me is amazing and I love it but I can't wear it because it feels weird

It's I love you but sometimes your voice is too much noise and I can't look into your eyes

It's I need you near me but please don't touch me or talk or breathe too loud or cough because my brain feels like it's about to explode

It's I'm sorry I forgot you asked me to do the dishes but I know when your entire family's birthdays are and will never forget them

It's I meant to cook dinner four hours ago but I got lost in my brain and I just found my way back out and realized it's already 10pm

“Tony Stark officially dies toda-“

SHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Shh!

He’s fine and thriving actually, he’s running a little farm with Steve Rogers he told me himself ❤️💛