A Commission That I’ve Worked On A While Back.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

SEBASTIAN STAN at Ghetto Film School in January 2023.

Thunderstorms were sent from Neurodivergent hell to terrorize autistic people (me) and it’s honestly ableist🌪️⛈️

Neurotypical after a successful social interaction: That was fun, it was great to see them again!

Me after a successful social interaction: I made such a normal amount of eye contact. I deserve some cheese.

Here’s looking at you 🩵🩵🩵

I designed a Bucky hoodie and I’m obsessed

SEBASTIAN STAN PICNIC (2013)

ADHD at night: I could write a book. I could get my Master’s Degree. I could go to the club and come home with 12 new friends. I could get a job at that club and meet the mother of my children. I could cure every disease and use my wealth to bring world peace.

ADHD during the day: Fold laundry too hard :( Come back next week

He knows exactly what he’s doing with that look

One thing I’ve noticed about people in or entering their 30s is they don’t make as many compromises anymore. If someone doesn’t meet them halfway, is not up to standard, is just not where they’re needed to be, they’re just like “ok cool” and they move on from the person. Which is not to say they’re less empathetic or understanding, but more that they have learned that time is their most prized possession and they’re not willing to make massive compromises on it. They are not obsessed w the idea of fixing someone (bc the concept of fixing a person doesn’t really exist). They simply move on to someone who is up to par. I want that. I want to always move w the awareness that time is my most priceless belonging and I can never buy it back. Ever. So I have to use it wisely