Drinabarnes - Drina Barnes

SEBASTIAN STAN PICNIC (2013)

A commission that I’ve worked on a while back.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

This was the second image in the series of illustrations featuring Bucky Barnes as The Winter Soldier during the four seasons. Here he is in winter, cuddled up with some animals.

These paintings were super fun to work on and made me step out of my comfort zone a bit, because I don’t draw characters a lot.

Yes, but I’m trying to learn to not give a shit about what other people think..

Idk if that helps.. and it’s definitely not easy

sorry for so many posts

Question for fellow autistics/neurodivergent folks

Does anyone else have trauma linked to their special interest? How did you handle it and heal? How do you enjoy your favorite thing safely again? It’s been years and I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do.

After more than two years of total silence, here I'm again.

It has been a very tough time for my mental health and I almost completely stopped drawing. This is one of the few pieces I was able to do in the last years and... it's quite indicative of the state of mind I was in xD

Thankfully it's so much better now and I'm starting to enjoy drawing again <3

(Pss… If you want to follow me also on patreon you will find many - happier and spicy - new drawings!)

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I need compensation for the amount of feelings I’ve developed when I look at bucky barnes.

There needs to be a warning label on him. ‘Warning: cute aggression may occur. Obsession is highly likely. Very addicting substance’ etc.

Me: “I can’t be autistic, I don’t have sensory issues.”

Also Me-

- The person who told me to try freezing grapes is my enemy.

- *Physically gagging from trying to eat a freeze dried strawberry*

- “I can’t sleep, my shirt is on.”

- This yogurt had pieces of fruit in it so I will let it spoil in the back of my fridge and die of starvation before I eat it.

- If anyone touches me right now I will become a safety hazard

- *Throwing myself off of furniture*

- Something is crinkling SOMEWHERE in the next room and if I don’t find it and destroy it I will never sleep again.

- This person’s headlights were too bright for 0.5 seconds and now I will have a migraine for the next 4 hours.

- My hands are wet MY HANDS ARE WET MAKE IT STOP

- What do you mean these clothes are dry? They’re clearly still damp, how do you not feel it? They’re still damp!

- These two rocks rubbed against each other and made a noise and I think I may have broken a tooth from clenching my jaw so hard

- If I am forced to wear jeans for more than 0.3 seconds upon entering my home I’m going to start crying

Feel free to add your own