Drinabarnes - Drina Barnes

interviewer: you usually play the hero Sebastian: what movies are you watching?

In Labyrinth he literally puts himself in mortal danger to help someone he just met, simply because it's the right thing to do. In The Martian he's a brilliant doctor willing to put his life at risk to bring a crew mate home. In The Last Full Measure he fights to have a fallen hero's actions posthumously rewarded even though he didn't even want the case at first. In Destroyer he (spoiler alert!) dies trying to do the right thing (and yes I'm aware he was gonna take the money and run with his partner before, but he still tried to save people). Half his fucking career at this point is Bucky, and if anyone wants to try to tell me he's not a hero, you can fuck yourself.

Seb, baby, what movies are you watching?

I hate this:

I don't know what's wrong. I can make as many lists. As many notes. As I possibly can but I'll never know what's wrong.

Is it the bpd? Did someone trigger some unknown trauma that's hidden deep? Did they say something that scared me?

Is it the autism? Am I just overstimulated? Am I hungry? Sleepy? Thirsty?

Is it the ADHD? What. Is. Wrong?

I miss living alone sometimes

I have two little boys.. can’t wait

This all the damn time!

They need to create a new Oscar category just for Sebastian Stan's devastatingly expressive eyes

Also my memory sucks so if I don’t have it in writing to go back and look at, I will forget everything that’s been said

Thank you @ The Autistic Teacher

No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!