They Need To Create A New Oscar Category Just For Sebastian Stan's Devastatingly Expressive Eyes

If you ask me an open ended question about a topic that I know anything about, you're going to get a detailed info dump.

However if you ask me an open ended question about myself or the things I tend to enjoy, you will get a panicked blank stare and an uncomfortable silence.

If you want to know things about me, you must ask very specific, carefully worded questions. Like you're negotiating a contract with the Fae.

some days i'm okay, and then i remember that not only are steve and bucky so in love it hurts, not only are they best-friends-since-childhood, inseparable by definition, they are first and foremost family. and not by blood either - they found each other. they chose each other.

and that's literally all they've been telling each other throughout the entire fucking trilogy

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

“I choose you”

AND BY THIS POINT I'M NOT OKAY ANYMORE

My beautiful Déjà Vu 🍂

“Tony Stark officially dies toda-“

SHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Shh!

He’s fine and thriving actually, he’s running a little farm with Steve Rogers he told me himself ❤️💛

HUNTING MODULE.

How is that so hot omfg

Did you know they could do that?

No.

SEBASTIAN STAN as Bucky Barnes in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021). Dir. by Kari Skogland.

Episode 4: The Whole World is Watching.

Autism & Fluctuating Support Needs

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No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!

They never trusted him

She took my arm I don’t know how it happened

SEBASTIAN STAN and FLORENCE KASUMBA in THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER, 2021. Dir. by Kari Skogland.

Omg omg omg. It all makes so much more sense when you realise it's not social anxiety but a fear of bring perceived.

Why do you feel more comfortable with a long coat and a mask as opposed to summer clothes?

Why do you DESPISE taking pictures? Especially if it's someone else and not you taking them.

Why do you feel like you have to stop doing whatever it was you were doing when someone passes by?

Why don't you want to tell anyone how leisurely you go about your day, taking a nap, going for a snack, sitting on your phone playing games etc. because you know they will comment on it and even though it's not negative or mockery it's still feels like you've been perceived?

Why can't you make eye contact? Why can you do it only if the other person is looking away but the second when they look at you you stop listening and when you're the one speaking you can't bear to look at them because you know their eyes are on you and they are perceiving you?

Why don't you want to dress excessively or wear nicer clothes? Because you will stand out

People mistake you for shy because you don't speak often, but it's really the fear of drawing attention to yourself more than it is the things you actually say, isn't it?

Why do you hate overpopulated areas even when no one is speaking? BUT you still feel more comfortable when more than one person is in the room (but not too many!) so that the burden of being perceived is directed on someone else and you can safely lay back just observing the scene.

It's all a defence mechanism