so storytime. last august i met up with my cousin and his friend who had just moved up here, but tbh i didn't really have fun (probs has to do with the fact that they grew up in a Very different tax bracket and we thus have Very different views on life, politics, morals, etc....). so when he requested to follow me on instagram i ignored it for like. two months until i felt bad and accepted and followed him back. he then dm'd (just to clarify, he has a gf i think he's just lonely in a new city and would like a friend) and we dm'd a little until i decided to just ghost him bc i was so over it :D fast forward to last week i was feeling guiltier than usual about my past actions and decided to just dm him back feigning apologies. and now we're hanging out friday and he wants my number to determine the time? like why sir we r communicating just fine via instagram. i don't need another form of communication through which i must ghost you when neither of us have fun on friday. so anyways i hate myself
idc if this sounds stupid but my newest favorite thing in the world that i just discovered on monday is the white chocolate bergamot mocha from the case study coffee roasters around the block from du's grill in portland
aaaaaaaaaand then after ur emo break someone makes everything feel okay <3 i love my manager sometimes
i had a dream where "life experts" came to my house and had me tell them everything i did in my life and pick apart exactly where i went wrong at each point
genuinely tweaking rn... probs because period is in a week? but why am i on the verge of tears like wtf i have to be back at work in less than thirty minutes...
you ever saved a reel to show someone but instead of your friend it's you in the future and you're stifling laughter imagining future you stumbling upon the reel and remembering this moment because i just did
just got my first good morning text and ew i dont like it i dont like it
my version of "marry me" pasta
tried other people's but was too bland so made it my way... all these vanilla people no seasoning
enough to feed a family of 5
1 lb. linguine
1 bag parmesan (6 oz.)
1 jar napoleon sundried tomato halves (7.7 oz)
1 bottle heavy cream (1 pint)
1 orange bell pepper (in slices)
1 yellow bell pepper (in slices)
1 entire bulb of garlic (in slices)
1.23 lbs chicken tenders meat
garlic --> bell peppers (~10-15 min) --> chicken --> tomato (cut in slices, try to get all the goodies at bottom of jar) --> heavy cream --> (optional: add maybe 3/4 c. milk to heavy cream bottle, shake, and add) --> start boiling water --> keep stirring while water boils and pasta cooks --> 1 min before pasta ready add parmesan to sauce after taking sauce off heat --> mix --> add pasta
looking back on old pictures... i know people always say they didn't realize how good they had it but man... things have gotten so much better since...
it's 3:28am and i am so exhausted but i literally cannot fall asleep because i am too excited to eat pizza tmrw why am i literally a rat in nyc
the desire to be mysterious is such a pothole... like wdym u didn't work on shit at home bc u didn't want anyone else to see u work