Time For Pie

Heart

I keep considering getting into writing. Ever since I was little, it’s been a thing that my sister and I have been decent at. She’s gone full send already, working on getting her book published- but I feel like I’d do better in multimedia projects.

You know, things with spacing, aura, timing? Instead of trusting your reader not to speed through and not feel a single thing.

Augh, whatever- it’s always been an option, and I guess it’ll stay that way. More of a skill than a job in this world anyways.

Got damn!!!

I wonder what will happen if I actually try to put some effort into my appearance.

Feeling so bad about myself on the regular, it shouldn’t be too much of a risk, right?

Mostly I just want to look presentable day to day

Who knows?

When I lose my extra weight and get a work habit and rearrange my room and get energy and work more it's over for everybody

no idea if youve taken youre exam yet but i wish you luck!!!!

thank you for the spam, that rlly surprised me.. your blog is so pretty and fun to read through!!

i have my own exams to take in these next few weeks, so maybe our combined will to pass will result in it lol

good luck ^^

-🍊

Omg yes best of luck on your exams!! You've got this!! I spammed your blog because, well, it was really relatable... Glad we're friends, hehe (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

I'm imagining we're studying together like this ~♪

Maybe there's something in the air, maybe I'm sick, stressed, or just plain old lazy— but I can't seem to get myself to work these days. I sat by my desk all afternoon and evening today, but could barely get any work done at all.

My first final is tomorrow... are things really going to be okay..? I'd like to say I need a break, but what would the break be from? It's not like I've made enough progress on anything yet.

I wish it were spring or summer again, when I could go wherever I wanted with my friends. I miss taking the train.

Build me up

Another one of my packages arrived today! There’s just a few more that I’m waiting for. Though it didn’t make me feel the motivation and determination for my new life that I had earlier, it felt wonderful to dress up and look nice. :)

I walked up to a hill with some friends today and watched the sunset- average teenage things, yes, but it was pretty to see the lit city skylines and the stars hanging up in the sky.

I feel like I’ve kind of lost my energy for my new life, but that doesn’t mean I can't still make it to the finish line- I’m still willing to put in all the effort I need. By the weekend, I should be able to move in a desk and mirror into my room!

Going to visit my tài pó on Sunday, I’ll figure out what flowers to bring by then. For now, though- I should definitely sleep. Sorry for the poorly written post, I’m exhausted.

<3 Caramel

Is it too much to ask for a nap like this

hi

hi markus

I'm sorry dear professor but finishing this paper goes against my existence as a person and because of this I will not be doing it

They're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls they're in your walls

Are you afraid ?

they are watching me