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Had to rush to annotate my music today. I was hired as a last-minute substitute for an orchestra near me, which means I only have a few weeks to practice it... Hopefully things go well!

The performance is right in the middle of my midterms, too. I suppose it's time to pray...

Round two

After about half a week of chasing myself around and trying to get myself in gear again, I've finally committed to the constant effort and nose-to-the-grindstone that I need in order to get my new life. I'll do my best to clean up the rest of my room by tomorrow, and maybe get ahead on my biology studying? I've got a test on the Tuesday I get back to school, anyways.

I've also lost all sense of self-control and bought a cute pocket watch I saw online. Not too bad, but I should really get my wants in check. At least it fits the same style I want to flatter in the future, though.

Here's to hoping this midnight motivation isn't just a spring of energy before bed, and is an actual want to continue my cleaning and work!

<3 Caramel

ty for the spam!!!!! i didnt wven realize that u came back!!! i hope you've been well :DDD now that ur exams r over you can relax a little right? i hope so ^^

i've got all my semester exams next week, and after that i'll b out for the summer thankfully

have a good day, nice 2 see u back :D

-🍊

!!! Omg you've got this!!!! Finals are really stressful, but I'm sure you'll get through (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)ᕗ-✧

I've been using my downtime to work on a funny project of mine, and hopefully soon I'll have something to show for! This coming summer is going to be great for the both of us, I can just feel it <3

Have a great day, alright? Love you!!!

In the ring again

Trying to refresh again, let's see how sustainable it is like this.

God I hope it is. It's hard to live

Matcha and adzuki bean mochi after a tasty omakase.

Not sure if this helps but I don't really believe that knowing we'll die in the end changes anything.

Do you listen to a song just because it ends?

Do you read a book just to close the cover in a few days?

Look, I'm no fully grown adult with a grip on life or a real job or anything, but I'm a bit of a believer in just trying to make the best of things while we're here. The time limit isn't really the end goal per se, but it's something to give our lives value.

What's the point in living forever anyways? With an ~80 year lifespan, these days matter!

Or at least, that's what I believe in theory. Might want to consult @aletheia-mou for more thoughts on life, since I've kind of reached a point in this line of thought that satisfied my need for knowledge in this area.

Hang in there<3

Caramel

☆ Meaningless? ☆

What's the meaning of life? I need an answer--not something along the lines of "it's all about self-discovery!" Discovering one's life is part of the journey, but if that's all there is to life, I don't want any part of it. If it's truly the case, then I discovered that my life is full of wrath and meaningless things. I use too much oxygen and produce too much carbon dioxide. My presence is negative even on an environmental level. My life is all about academics I swear. Although I love academia, it kinda sucks that I am 2 dimensional outside of school. Why should I even pity myself? Maybe everything happens for a reason. I'm gonna die anyway sooner or later.

I hope it's sooner rather than later.

(o´∀`o)

A sharp turn

HOLY MOLY I’VE JUST HAD A GORGEOUS IDEA. In my brain it’s so likely to work I think it really will. I need a rational mind to bounce my ideas off of because this is a ltitle too happy for my tastes and I’m feeling manic?? Or maybe this is just regular excitement and I’m not used to it.

My dad is not being my rational mind he is fanning the flames and thinks it may be possible as well is he delusional too or could this actually work

Happiness is back on the menu lads, I feel like I have energy again

can i come over and play for 10000 years

Late dinner after a long day

Good food bought for a discount at the end of the day. The nice lady running the shop gave me an extra box for free, too! ♪ヽ(´▽｀)/^

I took this photo a while ago, but I only came across it in my photo gallery today. I decided it'd be fun to post before I studied :)