Cainisss - 😔

What a difference an hour makes

“No human is perfect; we all have our hidden sins. Hypocrisy is to delude yourself into denying your own sins and allow arrogance to grow within you.”

— Yasir Qadhi

I make mistakes , I’ll admit that . But i just really can’t live without you . I see your face in everything i did i do , not a single pass without remembering you . It’s hard that now we are just like a stranger when we were used to be soulmate . I deleted my old timblr because i dont want to stalk you because it hurts me everytime i stalk you . But i just can’t , i need to see what you’ve been through . What will you write on your tumblr . I still need wants you in my life . Im really sorry for everything the bad things i did to you . I know i should had not done it , but i did . No words can describe how sorry i am . And no words can describe too how much i miss everything about you . Everyday is a mess for me . Bangun teringat you , makan teringt you , tidur teringat you and everywhere i went dekat melaka ni , your face are all there . I don’t know what am i suppose to do . I really just wants to text you and say im sorry and getback with you . But i know better you will never accept me anymore same goes to your family and friends . I know some of your friends knew the real thing happened . Dayana told izz what happened . But whatever . I don’t know if you ever see this . If you do , i just wanna say how much imissyou iloveyou and everything about you ☹️🥺😢😭 Takecare dempol 😔😔😔

Everything gonna be okay eventually . I know you are strong and you can do almost anything . Im sorry if im making this harder for you . I minta maaf for what had happened between us . I always pray that you always be in a good shape and succeed in life . Enjoy your life , dont push yourself too hard and if you did push yourself to the limit where i know you will , have a rest . Paling penting , don’t skip meal . Makan banyak banyak , so that you ada tenaga untuk teruskan whatever you are doing . Just takecare of your health , that what’s important the most . I still do care for you and imissyou always farhanah .

Sleepy Nicolas Brown