Cainisss - 😔

Last jumpa 23/12 - 25/12/2021 dekat kl. I was so happy dapat jumpa dia, spent time dengan dia. Get to hold her, hug her and kiss her. But little that i know she did not feel the same way as i did. It broke my hearts when i knew. She said she sayang rindu and cinta i masa jumpa. Then on 26/12/2021 she told that she didn’t feel everything she said. Deep down im not for her, im not the one she’s been looking for. And yesterday 28/12/2021 she told she already had someone. Dah agak she will be with him, lelaki ni pun kawan dia recommended macam izzat dulu dayana setkan. But this time her housemate setkan. Fahz and the guy name is aiman. I cried like hell on the 26/12/2021 when she told what she really felt. Sedih ye kawan kawan. Tak pernah aku rasa sesedih ni lepas kematian arwah nenek aku dulu . Maybe she’s not the one for me too. Maybe this is how Allah shows me by hurting me this bad just to make me forget her. Ya Allah sesungguhnya hambaMu ini banyak dosa denganMu. Maafkan lah diriku ini.

(25/12/2021) 04/01/2022 - 10 days after last time hugged her

Still can’t stop thinking about you… i miss you….

Never lose hope. This life is worth the struggle. Your future self is pleading with you to stay. You are more than your thoughts. You are more than your fears and stronger than you give yourself credit for.

Why did you do this to me 😭😭😭

Source: islamus, via IslamicArtDB