Im Suprised I Made It This Far Without Bingeing. I Ate About 400 Calories. I Feel Starving But Full.
Im suprised I made it this far without bingeing. I ate about 400 calories. I feel starving but full. The only thing us now i cant sleep...
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What happened to me...
It took me so long. I tried to stop loving him. I really tried. It took me so long. I couldnt go a day without thinking about him. Even after all the heartache, even after he broke me to my very core. But then i finally did it. I went a day worhout thinking about him. About the pain and heartache i felt. I was truly happy... if it were a thing. Then came the fall shortly after. Then new problems arose, and new people, just coming in and out as they please. But none hurt like him. None could ever match up to the pain he caused me.
Ive become so impulsive lately, im scared of what i might do next.
-i might do something even more permadent than dying my hair, piercing my own ear, or kissing my ex
I wanna be with someone who understands my scars. Someone who wont try to change them, but understands why. I need someone whos equally or more fucked up than me.
He broke me so many times, but for some reason i'm only at peace when im with him
- i know this will end horribly, but im out of here soon anyways...
It's infuriating how I have all these demons in my head no one else can understand.
Facts.
I still think we were meant to be, just not forever.
-My midnight thoughts.
Honestly... The darkness scares me more now rhat i have a life im excited to love for. i actually have peolle in my life that care about me and i realize that, which is terrifying because i dont wanna hurt them like i wanna hurt myself ya know?
I'm so sorry. You deserve far better than anyone i can be. I cant give you what you want, but i want you to know that i will always love you. I really tried, but when we met, it was a completely different world.
Maybe someday though, years from now, when i get my shit together and im not suicidal, we can try again
I just want to be beautiful
Reblog if your SICK of these things:
FAT thighs
FAT stomach
FAT arms
FAT face
FAT hands
FAT calves
FAT knees
FAT hips
FAT EVERYTHING.
I just want to be skinny…
